imagines/preferences; dolan twins

no happy ending | g.d

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"I miss him, I really do.....it's already been a week"
I play with the bracelet Grayson gave me a few months ago.

"but I also don't think it will ever work again between us" I whisper.

"he just...left me for her" I chuckle.

"Am I not good enough for him?" I look up and try to smile.

"or am I too good to him?" I squint my eyes and suck in my teeth.

"I honestly don't know" I sigh and look down at my bracelet again.

"I think you should give it some more time, you'll get over him eventually" y/bff/n says to me.

"we can go to my place and watch anything you want" she places her hand on my hand and gives me a friendly smile.

I smile back and take one last sip of my coffee.

"so what do you want to watch?" she switches through her netflix.

"friends" I didn't even have to think about it.

"okay, I'll grab some snacks" she stands up from the couch and goes to the kitchen

all the sudden the doorbell rings.

"Michelle could you open the door please" y/bff/n yells from the kitchen.

"sure" I yell back.

I get up, walk to the door and open it.

"hal-Grayson?" my eyes widen.

"hey" he looks down at me and smiles.

he looks like a total wreck. puffy eyes, facial hair.
it also looks like he didn't sleep for days.

"Michelle who is that?" y/bff/n's asks me.

"uh, no one...just the mail" I lied

I look back at Grayson and wait for him to say something.
"what are you doing here?" I whisper yell at him and close the door behind me.

"You weren't at home so I thought, maybe you're here"

"Michelle, listen" he sighs.

"I know I messed somethings up....a lot but I'm here to make it up to you"
He takes my hand making me flinch.

"I love you" he almost whispered.

you look confused at his eyes and look down at the ground again.

"okay...Grayson, you said you loved me before...it really seemed like you did"

"But you clearly loved that girl more" I look at him again.

"I don't think we should get together again"

"but I can prove you wrong, I really can. please let me prove it to you" he basically starts to beg.

"Gray, I hate that you made it seem like you gave a sh*t about me but you really didn't enough to not hurt me."
a tear rolls down my cheek.

"I hate that you think that I will forgive and forget everything you did and that I'm willing to be happy with you again" I wipe my tears away and laugh.

I look at him again and nod.

"I hate that I still love you" I look him right into his eyes.

"Mich-"

"goodbye Grayson" I close the door again.

I walk to y/bff/n and grab a snack.

"hey, is everything okay?" she asks me.

"yeah totally" I smile at her and then turn my head to the tv screen.

I guess there's no happy ending for us

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