Hey guys my name is Ciara and my element is darkness. So you know all those things that go bump in the night and when you see a shadow but no ones there, well that's me. Most people are on my bad side, but you never want to be on my list because if you are then you're practically as good as dead. I don't care for anything or anyone besides my friends and family, but I wasn't always like this I use to be a normal happy kid and people would call me princess or angel but now they just say I've fallen. I'm not a really important element compared to my friends because they're really important for y'all humans to stay alive and all that. I also struggle with evil because originally darkness was evil, but I've tried to convert it into something beautiful. It's obviously hard and in order to keep it beautiful I have to take in the evil, but it doesn't effect me that bad because I've always been like this. Some nights though it's hard to control it, but I always come out alive..
Most of the time I'm distant from this world and go into my own little world. The reason I do that is because if I come to reality I'll probably kill someone so it's better if I stay in my own little world, but whenever I have to be in reality music helps my nerves calm down. So whenever you see me I'm always listening to music.
Most of the time I'm either depressed or angry, but when I'm with my friends I can't help but be happy. With out them I wouldn't smile or laugh I'd practically be a dead girl walking.
I love wolves because they're honorable, wise, and loyal unlike these humans.
When I judge a person I don't judge by what they wear or how their face/figure looks. I judge them by their personality but since everyone wants to be in "the crowd" they're all the same, but there are some who don't want to be part of that and those people are awesome, they deserve an award.
I'm always tired during the day because I'm not a day person. So just imagine me getting out of bed.(I have to admit it can be funny watching me getting up) when it's time to go to bed after a long day I can't go back to sleep all I do is stare at the ceiling for hours but I manage to fall asleep eventually.
In life everyone of has there share of ups and downs and I've had a lot of downs but ever since I met these elements and sublys I've been having more ups. It makes me so happy because I thought that a girl like me wasn't meant to feel like this, that I was just suppose to feel nothing and let the darkness consume me but these amazing girls have brought a little hope back in my life and I can't thank them enough. The old me wouldn't care if they died but now I care if they even get a scratch on them and who ever hurts them will die and I would happily die for them, and that's a promise.
Most people call me weird, lonely, outsider, mysterious, emo, etc. and that's all true. All of that is what makes me Ciara. So what if I'm different deal with it, and if you got a problem with it then go die in a hole.
That's pretty much it, I'm not that interesting, but if you did like my little introduction then thanks, I guess. Just remember I'm everywhere so watch your back cause if you see a shadow then don't even bother running because either way your not gonna make it out alive..,
