I didn't want anyone to hear my screams
I didn't want to sound weak
Weak was not me
Even when he hit me
I could keep all this bottled deep
I'm losing me
Don't hurt me please
Stay away from me
Please
His kicks went on and on
Repeat
My bones won't blow
If you don't kick me
It's just a bruise
Don't worry about me
Stop it hurts please
What did I do
To deserve this
Cover it up
No one will see me
My cuts are to deep
I'm now weak
As I bleed out
And think
He might just kill me
Punch, kick , slap repeat
Stop your hurting me
How the hell do I breathe
Just stop kicking me
I'm not weak
Even though I cry myself to sleep
The pain was to deep
You were suppose to love me
Protect me
Keep the bad away from me
Make sure nobody hurts me
But instead you owned me
Tortured and hurt me
Told me it was my fault
I'm not weak
So don't hold me
Now now don't control me
Stop drinking
Ow your hurting me
Stop just disown me
" don't provoke me"
That what you said as you choked me
Shattered you made me
Broke my heart
And said you forgave me
Assaulted me
Like I was nothing
But yet you forgave me
Betrayed me
I'm not weak
But I still stayed with you despite what I think.
YOU ARE READING
Im Not Weak
PoetryPhysical abuse is what this poem is about there are a lot of people who suffer from abuse and its not okay if your interested in abuse stories check out mt short story you made me do this. Xoxo Lorena
