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Jackiebear and kyle here!
Today was actually the first time in like almost 3 monthes that i talked to jackiebear 😞
But it was worth it 💖
Heres the text i sent him <3
'Hey...it's kyle
We haven't talked in about 2 months or probably longer (idk)
And I know you don't want to talk to me
And I know you won't give a fuck about anything that I'm about to say ,but I'm going to say it anyways. You don't even have to respond to this at all if you don't want too.
Okie here it goes...
I've been meaning to send this for like 2 weeks,but I was to scared to...
Honestly I miss talking to you
I miss seeing you
I miss hearing your voice
I miss your smile
I miss your adorable laugh
I miss how hyper you get
I miss your crazy thinking
I just miss YOU!
I was looking through some of the drawings in my drawer and I came across all the drawings you made me, and the cards you gave me for Valentine's day. I read them and couldn't help but tear up and wish everything was still like that.
I know I fucked up and I know sorry won't fix anything
I know things can't ever go back to the way they were between us even though I wish they could.
I caused a lot of trouble for you, and for that,im so sorry .
I wish I could go back and do things differently so we could still be together.
All my happiest times were with you
Smiling, laughing, joking around and doing all the stupid shit we used to do.
I smile at the thought of some day maybe seeing you again ,even though I know you don't want to see me.
I still love you as a friend and way more than that.
But I know you feel nothing for me anymore, and that's okay
As long as you're happy, I'm happy
I wish I could turn back time and be a better boyfriend and friend in general, but I can't
I hate myself for the way things ended between us
I'm sorry
I know None of this is gonna make you wanna talk to me again but I had to at least try...
Like I said if your happy, I'm happy. 💖💖'
A-aww.. Kyle, i could never hate you, your my everything 💖 ~jack

I will always love you 💖
~kyle

(that was a legit text message btw.)

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