Once again, she choses his side. Never takes the time out of her day to come and ask me "what's wrong?'" or "how am I feeling ?". Its like she doesn't care anymore . She sees him as her perfect angel and he could never do wrong . Ever since that incident happened, she only pays attention to him . No one else but him. I always wonder what can I do to make her finally pay attention to me . I don't feel loved here. I just want to go somewhere. Far, far, far away. From my thoughts, and the three f's : feelings, friends, family. I feel so numb towards it. Its like if I was standing in the middle of a street, and a bus was coming straight towards me, I don't know if I would run or stay. I'm tired of being tired. I hate crying. It makes me feel weak on the inside and out.
