Nervous

For as long as I could remember, I had always been nervous. Nervous about school. Nervous about friends. nervous about relationships with men. Even nervous about talking to my own mother. I don't know whether it was something deep-rooted inside of me from an early childhood experience or whether it was something that was just meant to be.

I lived in my own little world by the time I was twenty-two years old. When it came to dealing with a man on an intellectual level, any man, my palms would get sweaty and my knees would buckle.I am not sure how noticeable it was to anybody else, but i was painfully aware of it.

I had managed to make it all the way through my high school and college years without a boyfriend. But I was not a virgin by far. The weekends were HER time. They were the times that SHE came out into the light. SHE was my wild side, the one who craved to be fucked. SHE was the one that felt conversation was never needed, nor were games, because SHE knew within five minutes after SHE laid eyes on a man whether SHE wanted to fuck him or not.

SHE first appeared back in my freshman year of college. At that time, I would spend lonely nights in my dorm room masturbating myself to sleep by playing with my nipples and rubbing a sheet or towel between my legs. I imagined having wild, passionate sex with men that had no faces until I climaxed and the sheet or towel was soaking wet with my nectar.

One cold winter night of my freshman year, I was studying in the university library when SHE saw him. He was average height, above five-nine and not what one would call fine. It was his eyes that made him so desirable. His eyes seemed to have a passion burning inside of them. SHE could feel her panties becoming damp from the growing desire to feel him inside of her. SHE crossed her legs and moved them back and forth, creating a light friction against her clit making her desire even more intense. SHE didn't realize that SHE was simultaneously sucking on the eraser of her pencil and staring at him, until SHE felt him staring back. SHE moved her eyes up from the buldge in his pants to face and for what seemed like an endless moment, their eyes met. He broke the stare and smiled at her. It was then that SHE noticed he had the softest-looking lips. SHE yearned to draw the bottom one into her mouth and suck on it.

SHE looked down for a brief moment and when SHE looked back up he was gone. SHE panicked, quickly scanning the library until SHE notice him get onto the elevator. He looked at her and smiled as the doors closed. SHE jumped up from the table leaving her belongings and rain through the exit door going down two steps at a time hoping to catch up with him before the elevator reached the ground floor.

When SHE reached ground level it was to late. The elevator was empty and he was gone. SHE went out the front door, but SHE saw nothing. SHE turned to go back inside to gather her things, SHE looked up and he was standing there. SHE bumped right into his chest. He opened his mouth to say something but SHE put her finger over his lips.SHE was unsure why she did this, but SHE knew talking would only ruin the moment. Maybe SHE feared that I would rejoin the situation, bringing with me all my shattered nerves at the thought of a mere conversation with a man. SHE smiled at him and pulled him onto the elevator pushing the button for the basement. SHE knew it would be deserted down there. It was the perfect place for what SHE had in mind.

As the elevator began to descend SHE took his hand and placed it between her legs. SHE could feel his fingers exploring her wetness. When they reached the basement, it was deserted just like she knew it would be. Their clothes came off quickly. SHE took one of her fingers and rubbed it against her clit then she put it in his mouth letting him savor her juice. SHE rubbed her clit again this time she licked her own juices off. They began to kiss both savoring her sweetness.

He pushed her back on the desk so that her head was hanging half way off and her nipples were protruding upward. He sucked them one at a time making light circles around them until he reaches the hardened prize. Her moans became louder. He made a trail to her belly button moving down to explore between her thighs. Before SHE could even prepare herself for what was about to come he took her hardened clit into his mouth and began to let it vibrate on the tip of his tounge. SHE came for the first time in a matter of seconds.

He continued eating her out for the next fifteen minutes and SHE came five or six more times. Then he walked around to the other side of the table where her head was still hanging over the side and brought her face-to-face with his delicious looking dick. SHE didn't hesitate. SHE took the head of it into her mouth with a desire to know what he tasted like. And there with her head upside down SHE sucked dick for the very first time. SHE held the base of it while he dick fed her, pushing his dick in and out of her mouth increasing the speed. SHE relaxed her throat so that she could finally get it all in. SHE was given the added treatment of tasting cum and was hooked for life. Never had SHE tasted anything so yummy.

He removed his dick, and after going back to the other side of the table he pushed his dick deep inside her waiting pussy. SHE could feel her Hymen break and realized that virginity was now a thing of the past. He fucked her hard. Considering the way SHE had picked him up and led him to the basement he had no idea that this was her first time. He just thought that SHE had a tight pussy and he was taken aback at how snugly it fit around his throbbing dick.

He fucked her without mercy because he knew that SHE wanted it that way. SHE was paralyzed when he stuck it in,but gradually SHE grew attuned to his rhythm and began to grind her hips,fucking him back. SHE could feel his balls slamming up against her ass and was mesmerized by the sound of his dick invading her. SHE loved it.

After a few more minutes, SHE felt him explode again,this time inside of her. Her stomach muscles contracted as he removed his well satisfied dick from inside of her. He began to say something but SHE said "No,please don't!"

SHE got up and dressed quickly and looked at his dick with the veins bulging in all directions. SHE knew SHE had to get the hell out of there quickly for SHE was half ashamed of what SHE had done. SHE was even more ashamed at how much she enjoyed it. SHE left him in the basement wondering why the hell SHE insisted on anonymity and silence, hoping that one day he would see her again.