NOT MINE!
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I know how you feel…
Whenever I lock your hand in mine, you always have your palm open as if you’re ready to let go any second.
Whenever I lay my lips on yours I feel the hesitation, the silent torture that is deafening my soul.
Whenever I touch you, the resistance, the intense pain instead of pleasure that I put you through.
And whenever I breathe the words I love you, I convince myself that the four words you say back to me is the truth when we both know, that all of it was a lie.
Yet here I am, foolishly believing that someday you will feel the way that I do.
That someday you’ll intertwine your fingers with mine…
That instead of hesitation, you will linger in our kisses…
That you’ll make love to me as passionately as I want to make love to you.
And for once in our lives, maybe you’ll say I love you first…
Or maybe I’m just wishing…