Behind Your Flannel

In Peace, In Flannel - part 2

My next day at school was more than awkward.
It was like everybody knew even though I didn't care.. The only thing I cared about is what April ( my best and only girl friend I made out with ) thought of me now, after I've had my tongue in her mouth for like 10 minutes. That day I've chosen to wear my blue skinny jeans, black converse and a band merch t-shirt without cleavage - I was feeling down and I was having a hangover from yesterday - the natural touch of makeup I was wearing was messy just like my life :)
I was walking towards my school a few meters away was my school-building - it looked like a sad jail and inside It feels like a spear of ice is going through my stomach, I'm a mess.
I walked in my classroom, nobody was there so I decided to get some air before class, it was pretty easy because the class had an door that opened up to a forest.
I opened the door, stepped out and before I could even fucking breath I could see smoke - from a cigarette- and hear someone crying very loudly, I knew it was April because that would make the most sense even though I didn't have the shadow of a clue why she was sad, the only trouble maker in her life was her ex-boyfriend that wasn't kind..
"Is somebody there?" She asked out loud in a broken voice "it's me, where are you?" She was silent for a moment, I could hear her cry silently "behind the bush on your left.." She answered in a whispering tone, I took a few steps and saw an drunk and broken April.
I sat down on her side but before I could say anything she grabbed my head and kissed me like we died tomorrow.