The Getaway {Justin Bieber} ON HOLD

Chapter Four - Lost in Confusion

Chapter Four

"It's not that big of a deal," I argued to my boyfriend sitting in the drivers seat of his car. The tension between the two of us, it was thick and gave me chills all down my arms. I didn't feel comfortable being here with him. After from what I heard, what I saw, it wasn't making sense to me. Inside, I was praying to God that my breath no longer had the stench of cigarette smoke.

"You think I'm stupid, I know you do," Jesse said gripping the steering wheel, which was odd because we were still sitting in the school parking lot. From the moment he pulled into the school after my 'detention', I knew he was less than pleased.

"No - "

"- You get detention, with him for almost two hours and not even tell me? What about our plans Kylie? Did you get it on purpose, to be with him?" He finally looked over at me. He studied my face briefly most likely wondering why my face was stained with tears.

"Of course not Jesse! Why are you saying this shit?" I exclaimed feeling appalled from what he was saying. He furrowed his eyebrows, thinking about something.

"Because, one, I know what you did with him at that damn party, two, you and him are always together, reality check Kylie, you have a boyfriend, which happens to be me!" He raised his voice making me shuffle around in my seat.

"I know -"

"Stop acting like a whore and be my girlfriend! I love you so much Kylie and you can't see that!" Jesse closed his eyes for a second and rested his hands in his lap.

"Yes, I do, Jesse. I mean for godsakes, you're my first real relationship, you're the first person I've ever loved, you're the first person I've ever has sex with... I'm not a whore and you know that," I basically spat the last part. How can you call your own girlfriend that? A sudden silence feel over the two of us.

"I'd better get you home," Jesse coughed awkwardly then starting up his car. As much as I hate to say it, Justin is right. I'm not happy with him, I get pissed just thinking about him, I feel alone with him. At the beginning of our relationship, it was amazing. Justin and him were still friends, there was no confusion, no nothing. Just us.

"You okay?" Jesse's voice rang softly in my ear. I felt a smile creep upon my face, so I nodded. I watched him as he pulled the sheets over our naked bodies. My heart was still racing and pounding in my chest. I've never been more terrified in my life. I looked up at him in the dim light and kissed his jawline.

"I love you," He said wrapping an arm around my waist.

"I love you too," I said confidently but also hesitantly, not really sure if it was real, or just an instinct to say it back.

I started to feel sad about that memory. You'd figure something like that would bring joy to a girl, but for me, that's when everything started to go wrong. From there my friendship with Justin became weird and something more at the same time. Nothing is making sense in my life right now.

The whole time on the way to my house, we hadn't spoken one word. I hadn't even realized that we were almost there. I picked at my nails getting anxious to be home. Suddenly, my prayers were answered and he was pulling into my driveway. I grabbed my bag from the floorboard and opened the door.

"Wait - " I stopped at his voice. I looked at him and he leaned over, then kissing my cheek. "Love you," He said barely making me smile. I nodded to him before stepping out and shutting the door to his car. I got my keys from my purse and opened the door to my house. I turned around and waved at him one last time and stepped in, closing the door in the process.

I sat all of my stuff on the couch and kicked off of my shoes. No one was home yet as usual. I went to the kitchen and grabbed a water before heading up to my room. Once I got there I took off my jacket and shirt leaving me in my tank top and jeans. I sat on the edge of my bed thinking about what a day from hell I had.

I suddenly heard a noise from behind me. I stood up and turned around almost screaming.

"Justin! What the hell are you doing here!?" I yelled putting my hand over my chest trying to catch my breath.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you," A deep chuckle came from his throat as he exited from my closet. I noticed him smirking at the lace bras and underwear scattered around random areas on my floor.

"Stop it," I spat crossing my arms over my chest. "How the fuck did you get in here?" I asked him sitting back down on my bed.

"Magic," He said with slight amusement in his voice. He sat down beside of me making the mattress sink in even further.

"What are you doing here?" I asked ignoring his child-like attitude. He played with his hands for a moment and sighed heavily.

"I know today has been... rough and you have a lot of stress -"

"- Don't tell me what I have and what I don't," I interrupted him. He gave me a look and I knew he was right. "Okay fine, I'm under stress," I admitted feeling annoyed at the fact that he was always right.

"Anyways, I don't mean to add more stress but there is something I need to tell you," I could feel my hands getting sweaty and my eyes getting big.

"No, please don't say it Justin, please," I looked at him, feeling sick to my stomach.

"Then I won't," He paused, locking eye contact with me. "But I need to do one thing," He licked his lips and leaned in resting our noses together. I felt my heart race as I slowly put my hand on his neck. I know this is wrong, but for some odd reason, I can't resist. I leaned up to him and crashed our lips together.

The kiss intensified slowly and soon, we found ourselves laying down on my bed. His hands traveled down the sides of my body until he reached my hips. His ice cold hands went up my tank top and caressed my stomach. He broke out of the kiss and started to place kisses on my neck. I small moan exited from my mouth and it felt as if everything was being lifted off of my shoulders. Justin finally took my top off and kissed down my stomach making me gasp for air. I pulled on his hair, feeling something overwhelming come through my body.

My eyes then shot open realizing what was happening. "No!" I said pushing him off of me and getting up from the bed.

"What?" He asked as if nothing was wrong. I narrowed my eyes at him. Justin looked very confused but satisfied as if he just gained something.

"This is wrong, oh my God, oh my God - " I stopped talking and noticed a white piece of paper in he crack of my window seal.

"What's wrong?" Justin asked from behind of me. I ignored him and went over to my window. Reaching for it, I gently took it out. I opened the folded slowly, trying to prepare myself from what I was about to read.

You might want to be careful on your actions. Remember one thing, we are always watching you.

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A/N Hello!! I'm back for this story *claps and yells for me*. So OMG I didn't realize how much I missed writing this until I started the new chapter. So I hope you guys enjoyed this and we got some little like love triangle going and some mystery and some little hot steamy scenes going, I love it! I hope you guys had a good Thanksgiving and Black Friday (if you go) because I did! <3

Feel free to also go read the introduction to my new story coming later on called '21'! It would mean the world to me if you did and left a comment! Okay I'm done for today! Love you guys so muchhh<3 :)

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