Dirty Laundry

Battlefield

Amiyah

He carried me to his room, tossing me on the bed. Damn i love it rough I thought to myself.

I propped myself on my elbows while laying on my back. Devon looked at me with nothing but pure lust in his eyes.

He climbed on top of me and pulled my shirt over my head . He kissed my lips moving to my neck. He new that was my spot, he traced his tongue around my sweet spot making a moan escape from my lips. He went on to unsnapping my bra, tossing it to the other side of the room. He took one of my nipplea into his mouth making uet another moan escape my mouth . He looked up at me, smirking while nibbling on my other nipple. His hands trailed my body til it got to the bottom of my skirt . His hands roamed under my skirt into my inner thighs til he got to my thongs . He pulled my skirt down, then lower his head til he was back staring at my thongs.

He taking his time and shit I thought to myself Im ready to get dicked down .

"Devonnnnnn " I whined .

He chuckled before proceeding to ripping my thongs off with his teeth. He wasted no time . He plunged his head in between my legs making me arch my back and scream his name .

***** (Yall can just imagine what happens after that, im not to great with sex scenes)*****

After our little love session, we laid in his bed tangled in the sheets . My head was on his chest, tracing his tattoos . I couldnt believe that i lost my virginity . I knew in the back of my head that Devon was going to get it but after he got arrested i dropped that thought.

"U know I love u MiMi, right ?" Devon spoke outta nowhere .

"I know u got love for me D ." I said looking up at him to see he was staring at me .

"Im in love with u girl. Dont ever talk to me like u one of these basic ass hoes . I been in love with u since i was 9 years old and u was 7 . I used to always tell my boys u was gone be my girl . when u finally gave me a chance when u turned 14 i was soo fucking happy . I never in my life thought that u would just leave me high and dry like that when i got arrested . I expected for u out of all people to hold me down and be there for me but u wasnt ." He said looking into my eyes . I could tell from his eyes that he was angry and hurt by my actions.

Hell i was hurt and upset at my actions. I felt my eyes burning and i knew tears were bound to fall anytime now .

"Devon im sorry . I wasnt thinking, i was only 14--" I started explaining myself but he cut me off.

"Dont start crying Amiyah . I hate seeing u cry . U shouldnt be crying, u knew what your actions were going to lead to . So dont hit me with that 'I was only 14' because u are a smart girl, then and now . As a matter of fact dont even explain yourself because i already know why u did it . Its cause u gave up on me . Its cause u gave up on us . I guess our love isnt as strong as i thought it was . I wanted u to be the mother of my child, my future wife but--" This time cut him off .

"What do u mean 'wanted'?" I said sitting up glaring at him .

"Being honest Amiyah, I dont trust u anymore . I thought u were different from the rest of these hoes. But u did exactly what the rest of them did. U left when shit got hard. Ion see us being the same us -- " I cut him off once again .

"What are u trying to say Devon ? From my understanding it sounds like your breaking up with me !" I raised my voice a little.

"We just need a break to see if this is where we really wanna be ." He said looking at me .

"If thats what u want to do ." I said trying my best to hold back the tears . I got out of the bed, putting back on my clothes heading out the door . I stood outside and called a cab.

The thing that hurts the most is that he didnt he come after me .