I was thirteen when it all started. I just hit my teenage years and at the time I wen camping. I went to an all girls’ school and didn’t have many boys around me. I used to believe that I was behind with relationships and I was missing out on a lot of boyfriends. At primary school I was one of the girls with boyfriends. In primary school I had around 4 different boyfriends. I never really did anything stupid with them. I got my first kiss in year six but that wasn’t a big deal. Anyway I went camping in December. I met a bunch of boys and they were all nice boys. They were all really hot and I got to see them with their shirts off. It was the best thing ever. One of the boys and I were really close and I did some bad stuff with him. Don't worry I am still a virgin if that's what you are asking but I got close to not being one, I got offered to have sex and the only reason why I said no is because I was scared. I look back on that day and think what the hell was I thinking. I would let Jordon touch me and do whatever he wanted. I was their little toy and they could do whatever they wanted with me. I thought I was fine because they said these words to me, “You are a little late with things. You go to an all girls school that's fine but we will show you what its like.” I believed them and did stupid things with them. I reckon I was always wrapped around Jordon. When I mean wrapped around I mean legit wrapped around. A few weeks after the camping trip was over I had liked all the boys and they left me because I was a slut. I agree with them. I am one because of that I hated life because of that. Back then, I didn't really think that the stupid mistake would affect me because I learnt my lesson and I wasn’t going to do it again. Little did I know that this was the start of something big.
