"So Kayla you going any where for winter break" Rayan asked me. We were walking around the park holding hands.
"Mmm no not really, you going anywhere"
"Um me and everyone else was thinking about going on like a ski trip for winter break, you and Daishawn should come"
I thought about it and agreed on telling Dai about it. " ok I said i'll ask him" I said.
we then sat on a bench, I laid my head on his shoulder, we watched the little kids play around.
"Bae you mind if i stay the night at your house" i asked him.
":yeah sure" he said " but when we get there you um-"
"dont even start"
"bae I'm just playing" he said wrapping his arms around my waiste and kissing me. my stomach soon started to growel.
" you hungry" he asked me.
"uh yeah a little"
"ight lets go to my house my mom is making dinner" we got up and went to his house.His mom greeted us with hugs and kisses, she told us dinner will be ready in a few, so we both went to Rays room and just watch t.v.
Later after we ate me and Ray started to make out and we were getting way into it but when he started to go down i had to stop him, i started to get flashbacks about what Mike did.
"Kay what's wrong"
"N-nothing i just cant do it"
"why not" he asked
"i mean i want to but deep down i cant" i said being honest.
He sighed " its ok i understand" he then laid back down.
"Ray don't be mad please"
he just ignored me, i laide next to him and kissed him.he then turn and looked at me.
"look Kayla i love you with all my heart but it seems like you dont at times"
"why because i wont have sex with you is that what your trying to say" i said
"Well I mean"
I crossed my arms and looked at him furious. I got off the bed and grabbed a pair of his basketball shorts and walked to his bedroom. Wen I finished changing I grabbed a blanket and pillow.
"Where you going"? he asked me
"I'm sleeping downstairs" I said walking out his room.
when I laid on the couch I started to put on my earplugs and listen to music while I drifted off to sleep.
Next Morning
I woke up from hearing Rayan and his mom talking, I quietly listen to their conversation. I know I'm nosy but who cares.
"Rayan how you and Kayla doing" she asked in her sweet soft voice.
Rayan sighed "we doing ok I guess"
"you guess? boy what you mean you should know by now"
"well I mean we just have some problems" he said
" Ray now look I want you to listen to me good, now Kayla she's a wonderful girl i really like her, she seems like another daughter to me. But Ray if you break that girls heart, your going to start missing every thing you guys had with eachother. Also honey you can still love a person without even having sex, your still young just wait until your married, because I am too young to be a grandmother i already have Tay Tay around I don't want no more baby's running around. Do you you understand me" she said sternly.
"yes momma i hear you"
i walked to the kitchen and sat down on a chair.
"goodmorning honey" she said to me.
"goodmorning Ms. lopez" i replied to her with a smile.
"you guys can eat breafast, and Ray remember what I said ok"
"ok ma"
She then left us alone, it was qiuet for a while until Ray broke the silence.
"Kay" he said
"hmm"? i replied.
"look I'm sorry about last night I didn't mean to hurt you, i was just alittle upset and look if your not ready we don't have to do anything ok"
"ok"
"you forgive me"
"yes i do" i said giving him a kiss.