"What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you? What am I supposed to say when I'm choked up but you're ok?" - Breakeven, performed by The Script.
I have always had walls built around my heart. No one was allowed in. This was supposed to keep me from being hurt. That wall came down because of him. He showed me what it feels like to be loved. He showed me the world of caring. I let him in past the wall. This perfect, blond haired, blue eyed boy gladly moved in and took his place. We dated for 8 months. The Tuesday before our 9 months, he packed his bags and left, leaving my heart in shreds.
Take a heart made of paper and rip it to shreds, and go ahead and mix the pieces up. Now put it back together. It's going to be hard, but you know you can do it over time. Well, you don't know how long that is going to take so you just put it in some order and put a few weak pieces of tape over it. Good as new, right? No. You receive news that causes a storm on your heart and it makes the tape wear off. Now your heart is in shreds again PLUS it's all wet and soggy. How are you supposed to fix this?
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Emotions Diary
RandomThis book is going to be about what ever I write in my emotions diary. I will update this when I write something in the notebook. There is no telling how often that will be so I can't give a set schedule for updates. Please enjoy my roller coaster e...
