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Kirsty's P.O.V
I got to my to the place where my gig was at and looked for the nearest toilet. Once I found one I sank to the floor and began to cry my eyes out. That was one of the worst things that has ever happened to me! Later on one of the workers found me curled up in a ball in the corner of the room crying. I think the girls name was Grace, I've talked to her a couple of times at some of the other gigs I've been to. She come over to me and asked
"What happened, you're
late?"
"I really don't wanna talk about it." I replied to her getting annoyed
" Come on please!" Grace begged
By this time I was getting pissed off and I snapped at her.
" Why do u even care!"
" Because I'm your friend!"
Grace yelled back seeming annoyed that I wasn't telling her everything.
"Fine i'll tell you!" I yelled back feeling like I was about to cry
"Well I was walking over here and four guys from my school saw me and......."
I couldn't even finish what I was saying. Tears were spilling from my eyes at this point. I pulled my sleeve down and showed Grace what Will did to my wrist. When Grace saw the huge deep cut she was gasped and said
"O my gosh, I'm going to get you some bandages!"
When Grace returned with the first aid kit, I was still crying my eyes out. I don't think I'd ever cried this much! Why did people hate me so much? what did I ever do to them? Nothing, I did nothing and they still decided to hate my guts!
When grace was about done wrapping my arm up I asked her the question I was wondering since she started talking to me
"Grace, why do u wanna be my friend, no one does?"
"How do u know?" Grace asked.
"Niall Horan told me" I said looking at my hands
"Is that who did that?" She asked concerned, pointing to my arm.
" No, one of his stupid "friends". i told grace looking down at my arm remembering all the times Niall and all his friends did terrible things to me..
After Grace finished bandaging my am, and a very awkward silence she finally spoke up
"Kristy?" Grace asked concerned
"Yeah?"
" When i was cleaning up your arm, i saw other cuts,,,,did they do that too?'
"No, i did myself.." I was crying again.
Grace looked at me in disbelief. What she doesnt think people do these things to themselves to solve pain.
" i cut myself , ok. this life i have isn't worth livivng at all, its a nighmare!"
"Why?"
" I told you, i hate this life its a living hell, nobody likes me and wouldnt care if i killed myslef this second!" I could barely finsih he sentence, i was crying so hard and i couldnt breath.
" I would care, i would care so much and you wouldnt even know becasue you're so stubborn and you think everyone in this world hates you just because a couple people hate you!" Grace snapped at me and it msde me so sad and angery, i think she could tell i was hurt. I was hurt, more than anything because i thought she was my friend. i didn't say anything back, shes not worth my words right now.
" Oh my gosh im so sorry kristy, i didnt mean to hurt your feelings, but u need to stop thinking what like 5 people hat-.
" Try the whole school, not just five damn people!' i cut grace off, she was annoying me so much. when ever i get mad i always cry so yet again im crying.
Grace gets up and walks towards the door and leaves. Wow thanks, I thought she was my friend but now shes leaving me.
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CLIFFHANGERRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Did you guys miss me?! havent updated in a longgggggggggggggggg time! hope this chapter is good, sorry for any mistakes i didnt see before! its kinda short but thats what u get for waking up in vegas!. i havent updated in awhile because ive been kinda sick and we dont really know whats wrong but i've had to get blood taken.ulttrasound, and a CAT scan. none of those has todld us whats wrong, but i just got the cat scan this morning sooooooo maybe they'll know!
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