When I was young..I never played with Dolls I never played "Dress Up" I never found disgust in boys..I was much like them.
I would dress like them and keep my hood on so they'd let me play with them..It was nice. I was scared of not much. I was different from the girls at my school. I didn't have a lot of female friends...I couldn't enjoy their company.
I never thought I'd be happy dating one.. But I did. He was a sweet vegetarian who loved animals..I took a liking in the sport he played in...Football.
I watched every game. My favorite thing to see on the field is the Quater Back being sacked. I started tackling my boyfriend whenever I saw him. One day I joined him at his practice.
He was wide receiver. I liked that position. I wanted to find a closer way to the field. Cheerleading or Band..I chose cheerleading..
I was kinda big at the time. So the answer was No. I decided to lose weight. I starved myself for a small role. I knew he didn't like what I was doing. I had a long workout everyday. By the fourth month of this..I'd lost a lot...I changed my mind about cheerleading and asked the coach head-on if I could play.
He told me "You wanna be a kicker?" Punting the ball is not the most exciting role I told him I liked the role called cornerback he didn't give it to me..I started with being the kicker, and I rode the bench Embarrassing.
Hopefully I'd start playing like the boys...
