Don't Tell Mommy

Chapter 2

-Lucy's POV-

Today is my 16th Birthday, I'm so excited. I woke up at 6 am. Mommy was downstairs, I didn't know what she was doing. I took a very fast shower, I did my make up and I put my hair up in a messy bun. I put on a black tank top, ripped jeans and vans. I ran downstairs as I saw mommy cooking for us. "Happy Birthday princess!" she said running to me, I hugged her and she hugged me back "Thank you mommy" I said happy. My mom invited some friends to our place after school, so I was very excited. "Mommy, I love you! I gotta go to school" I yelled at her sening her a kiss "I love you even more" she said before I closed the door. I walked to school and I put my earphones on and listened to Islands by Sara Bareilles I was very happy that it was my birthday, I'm already 16. I got to school and I walked to my locker. I saw this big guy again coming to me. I turned around trying to hide with my locker. "I heard you're 16 now huh? do you remember what I said to you?" he laughed getting closer to me, I was really scared "Y-yes, I do remember" he got closer as he put one hand on my ass rubbing it and another one touching my breasts. I tried to fight, but he put his hand on my neck trying to choke me "Don't try to fight baby, what you'll do is that you'll be sucking some dicks" he said laughing with his friends and he walked away. I walked to the restroom crying, sitting there hidding, as I suddenly heard some girls "I heard Lucy is sucking John's dick tonight" I cried more listening to that rumor, I wouldn't do that ever, he is so gross and disgusting. I get out as the girls saw me "Look is the dick sucker" one said as she slapped me "You should kill yourself tho" she said as I walked away. I called mommy and she didn't picked up. I left school earlier, It was so hard to be happy there. Walking to the park I heard some voices in my head.

You should just listen to the girls, go kill yourself. You're worthless not even your mommy loves you.

My voices in my head were right, I am worthless. I walked to my house, I opened the door and mommy wasn't home. I walked upstairs looking for something sharp, since I was 11 I'vebeen suffering and I don't know why I didn't do this earlier. I walked to my room as I started to look at my bathroom. I found my razor, I locked myself up. I looked at the razor crying, sitting on the floor I putted the razor on my wrist and slid it hard leaving more than 3 cuts, not just in my wrists I had in my legs, too. It hurted but it was a good hurting, I felt relieved. I took a shower to wash all the blood. I suddenly listen a *knock knock* in my door "Yes?" I asked worried. "What are you doing here?" she asked trying to open the door "Mommy, I got out of school earlier. Our teacher let me leave" I said getting dry putting on some jeans and a sweater so mommy can't see my cuts. I opened the door and hugged her fake smiling. "What were you doing?" she asked, I got nervous "Just taking a shower" I said smiling and walking downstairs to prepare the little party. I ran downstairs a little happy, my mommy bought and amazing cake and she designed the house so perfect. People started to come home, I saw Mary Margaret, Emma, Henry (one of my bestfriends) Killian, Robin (another bestfriend) and David, I was really happy, I love those people they were like my family. I spent all the time with them, I talked to Emma for the first time and she is gorgeous and lovely knowing that i am a bisexual person, she attracts me. "Thanks for coming guys" I said as the party was over and I didn't eat a thing. I saw mommy cleaning and I helped her. After that, I walked to my room to change my clothes and be comfortable. I walked to mommy's room and I saw her smiling "Mommy can I spend time with you tomorrow, I don't want to go to school" I said hoping she said yes a little worried "Promise me you will be a good girl at school" she said smiling at me "Yes, yes mommy I promise" I said running to her arms to give her a big hug, she hugged me back "I love you mommy" I looked at her "I love you even more baby girl" she said, I kissed her cheek and I walked back to my room, I turned off the lights as I walk to my bed and again those voices in my head.

You should stop eating fat ass, you are a fucking fat bitch. Nobody loves you, not even your mommy.

I began to cry when that voices in my head were saying those stuff, but they were right. I am a fat worthless bitch.

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