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So after he was done I was laying on the bed crying myself to sleep when Lilly came in and was worried "what happened" she said in a worried voice "nothing.... well it was....I-I-I-I just had a bad dream" I said wiping away the tears I was hoping that Mason wouldn't hear me but my luck was really running out because of course he heard me. "Lizzy what are you doing up this late it's ok mom I got it" "hide" I said in a screaming whisper he opened the door all smiley with my dad behind him that explains the smile my dad comes running over to me "what happened princess tell daddy what happened" mason by the door trying not to laugh giving me the little girl look "nothing dad just had a bad dream that's all sorry for waking you" I said trying to act like nothing up "that ok I love you my little lizard get some sleep" my dad said giving me a great big hug "ok dad love you to good night bye mason" I said with a smirk mason gave me that look like but I wasn't done but my dad cut him off when he tried to say something "b-b but" "now mason we should leave your sister alone to get some sleep" my dad said putting his arm on mason and leading him towards the door mason just smiled "ok Nic your right night little Lizzy" I gave him a negative look "oh Lizzy don't look at your bother like that be nice" (my dad always talked mason side whenever we argue or get in to a fight actually he takes like everyone side but mine like really what the fuck dad love you to) "ok dad sorry mason" (I don't even bother anymore arguing just gets me in more trouble)"it ok princess lizard" mason said with a smile I smiled but I was like fuck you but smiling is the best option for right know. So when that was finally over Lilly came out and said "wow do I even what to know" "no not really" I said with a little giggle "so are you ready to tell me what happened at school yesterday" she said with a worried look on her face "no not really I don't want to talk about it" (Yesterday was my mom's birthday and the day she was found dead) so when I was in school I had a little melt down and got really mad and upset the when Mr.Coin told me to go to the guidance I got mad and upset and screamed "NO NO ONE CAN HELP ME" then ran out and cried in till I ran into Jack he said in a clam voice "it's ok you need to stop I know today is hard and I am upset too but do you want to be like Sam he's been to the principles 5 times today you don't want to put more stress on dad do you" "no" I said "It's not fair" Jack came and gave me a hug "I know Liz I know but we have to be strong for dad and Sam now walk with me to the bathroom and clean up" so we went to the bathroom then guidance then home "please tell me what happened I love you and want to help you" Lilly said starting to cry "ok ok Lil it was my mom's birthday and um yeah so I was upset it just was hard and I just want her back and the still don't know who killed her and and" I said crying but Lilly interrupted me "Liz LIz LIZ come here I love you and I don't want to hear you cry and hate yourself just cause the dumb ass police can't find the ass hole that killed your Mom I am soooo sorry but please calm down" "ok I love you Lil what's with the smile Lil Lil Lilly" I said looking at her super smile that meant she had an idea "remember in 2nd grade where we had that detective come in a speak with us and you and me were so pumped that we made a detective agent thing the super spiders" she said more hipper then ever "yea so what" I said with a blank stare "so we could do that for your mom" she said with a huge smile "no no what the hell is wrong with you" I said get upset that she would even suggest that " noooooo hear me out you know that Louis's dad work at the police station and he could get us her file and evidence please let's just try please" she said getting upset " you need to let this go why do you even care get over it" I yelled in a snappy voice "she was the only thing that I could call mom and the only person that was there when my dad died cause you as sure as hell knows that my mom wasn't and you think her death wasn't hard on me to well Lizzy you better check again ask my uncle I cried every day and was so upset I loved her too not just you" she yelled starting to cry "Lilly I am so sorry I forgot what my our mom meant to you sorry Lil I love you" I said as I started to cry. Sam and Liam knocked on my door "Liz can we come in I really want to talk to you" Sam said starting to cry "ok come in" I said as me and Lilly wiped away the tears Sam and Liam came in and Sam still crying climbed on my bed and hug my waist and cried Liam just sat on the end of my bed all quite "what's wrong Sam" I said in a nice calming annoyed voice he look up and said crying worse than I have ever seen "I miss mommy and you I remember how we used to talk and hang and do everything together know since mom died I don't have her or my big Sissy I love you Lizzy and I want you to love me too" Lilly bursted in to tears and ran in my bathroom and Liam had some tears coming out and followed Lilly and Sam crying me trying not to look at his bright blue eyes that started to sparkle I bursted in to tears and grabbed him and pulled him towards me and I said crying so hard I got a head ace "Sam I love you more than life itself I am sorry I am a terrible sister I love you never think I don't I will do anything for you just cause Mom died doesn't mean I have to I love you love you little bro" then Jack came in and sat on my bed and put his big arms around me and Sam cause I would not let go of him for anything then a couple minutes later dad came in and join our hug but hugged me from the front so it was dad Sam me Jack the best family hug ever then dad saw Lilly and said "Lilly come join our family hug you have been part of our family since you were 2 come on in" so Lilly came in a went under my dad so then it was dad Lilly Sam me Jack the best and I do mean best family moment ever in till Starla saw and said "oh please Nic let's go and why does she have a friend here Nic" my dad got up and snapped back "star don't start I was spending time with my kids so get the fuck over it and Lilly is not a friend she a sibling she has and always will be another daughter she started when she was 2 so chill out Lilly you want to stay the night or week" she look at me and I just froze and screamed "THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU DAD I LOVE YOU" me and Lilly ran to his side and hugged him and then hugged each other and everyone left and went to bed and then it was me and Lilly sitting on my bed talking and thinking and we finally came to a conclusion "fine if it means that much to you I guess it wouldn't hurt to try" I said with a little sadness in my tone "thank Liz I know we can do this and I know we will I want to know and so do you" Lilly said in a positive way I tried to be positive "yea we go ask Louis tomorrow" "yes love you night" Lilly said turning over and laying down "yea night" I said. After a long time I could not sleep and my pillow was all wet from my tears I grabbed my IPhone and went down stairs and got my jacket, boots, toast, a pillow and blanket and put the pillow blanket and my phone in the black book bag I put on my jacket and boots ate my toast. Trying not to make a noise I headed for the front door "fuck it's locked" I said (to myself) so I went to the kitchen not making a sound I grabbed the keys from the counter and everything fell (plates and glasses all in that one cabinet that I wasn't near) don't know how but it did just smash after smash after smash before anyone had the chance to realize what was going on I blotted out the door and ran down the street to the little grave yard ran to her grave her grave said Rebecca Edwards mother of 3, wife, and world's most beautiful women R.I.P(my mom was a model and got the award for world's most beautiful women and see really was in my eyes) she will be missed more than anything a friend to all a smile all the time sadness was never there she always knew how to keep some one smiling we love you and miss you Rebecca I just started crying I laid down next to her grave and covered myself with the blanket she had made for me 2 days before she died I love this blanket and always will it started to snow but I didn't care I was with my mommy again I finally fell asleep there next to her grave in the snow I was finally happy. When I was sleeping Max and Jack heard the nose and walked down the stairs saw my hair tie that fell out of my hair when I was running and walked down to the grave yard to find me next to my mom's grave Jack cried a little but finally together they picked me up and took me home placed me on my bed Jack kissed me good night again then left to go in his room. When I finally woke up I was shocked to see I was in my own house own bed what happened I thought then I heard my dad's voice "girls come down for dinner" my dad yelled up the stairs fuck (I don't eat like at all I just don't I normally I eat alone but when I eat with my family I eat everything then sometime after I throw up what I don't need which is usually a lot) another thing I thought is I slept all through the day how "coming dad" I yell back down the stairs as Lilly just got out of the shower "about time you woke up" Lilly said laughing while she was get dressed wearing a little blue skirt and a blue hoodie with pink mixed socks on "I guess I was just tired" I said with a little giggle also getting dressed putting on my black hoodie and a black skirt with red sock's on " yea well I just ate cereal and soup all day" she said laughing while she was finishing getting ready when we were finally done(don't judge it takes girls along time to get ready) we ran down the stairs "what took you girls so long where are my gosh darn plates" my dad snapped looking for two more plates then went towards the cabinet "no dad don't" I yelled at the last second I forgot that everything fell last night as he look in the cabinet to find broken things and things falling out his face turned bright red and he yelled "ELIZABETH KATHY EDWARDS WHAT DID YOU DO" I hate when my dad says my full name so I was a little pissed that he would say that but I tried to keep my cool sorta "dad I didn't do anything what makes you assume it was me" I said in a snappy tone " DON'T SPEAK TO YOUR FATHER IN THAT TONE" Starla yelled from across the kitchen "STAY OUT OF THIS YOU STUPID FAT BITCH" I yelled to Starla "ELIZABETH" my dad yelled (the boys at the table tried not to laugh Lilly was standing behind me by the stares just staring at me then my dad then Starla then the boys and just kept going in that order) Jack stood up and yelled "LIZZY WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU" "HEY" my dad snapped at Jack "sorry dad but that was uncalled for" Jack said turning back to look at me "SORRY BUT ITS THE TRUTH" I screamed and ran up the stairs and Lilly followed me but first she grabbed two apples and said "not out if disrespect but Nic you need to listen to Lizzy more often than you would know how she feels and know why she was upset and snapped" my dad and everyone else's mouth dropped Lilly never really talked in like a defensive way after I ran up the stairs I slammed my door and ran to my bed and started crying my eyes out when John and Matt came in my window with Zack and Cate following behind Cate ran over to my bed and jumped on it and hug me then the others came over two and we all hugged me crying on John's shoulder "hey we leave you alone be back tomorrow come on guys" Cate said pushing Matt and Zack out the window when they left it was just me and John I was crying in his shoulder then out of nowhere he kissed me I pushed him away but he came back and laid on me and continue to kiss me and take off my clothes it reminded me of mason so I yelled "JOHN WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME" after I yelled Lilly came running down the hall "what happened when he get here what did you do GET OFF HER" Lilly said starting to charge at John of course John ran and jumped out the window and ran down the street to his dad's farm house "what happened" Lilly said catching her breath "he kissed me" I said still trying to understand what happened max came in without knocking I said "ever heard of knocking" "no know tell me who kissed you and what happened tell me the details" max said smiling and walking towards my bed "NO GET OUT" I yelled pointing towards the door Max's smile turn to a frown "what did you just yell to me" he said getting angry "please max I have had a long day and I am very upset so can you please just leave" I said pulling out my puppy eyes "fine just next time ask a little nicer" he said heading towards the door then after 5 minutes Lilly started to say "so about" but I cut her off "no please I just want to go to sleep please" "yea sure but if you need to talk let me know I am here for you all ways night" Lilly said laying down next to me "thanks Lil love you night" I said closing my eyes and trying to Fall asleep "yup anytime love you too" Lilly said turning around getting comfortable. I had a weird dream it was me and my mom "mom" I said not believing it was true "yes honey I love you and I want you to love me and your father and brothers and new family baby I believe you'll find my killer don't trust the 6 sides" my mom said fading away with the sound of beeping I screamed while crying "NO MOMMY NO STAY HERE WITH ME I LOVE YOU DON'T LEAVE ME" I woke up to my alarm clock ringing Lilly showering my dad working outside Starla cooking the boys playing outside or video games and me crying. so when Lilly got out of the shower she said "did you make up your minded about your mom" "yes I want to do it" I said jumping out of bed running towards my dresser grabbing my green hoodie a yellow shirt and jean shorts "ok you seem in a better mood I'll text Louis and tell him well be there soon" Lilly said reaching for her phone and make-up bag wearing a nice purple shirt and flowers filled her pink skirt "kk just give me a little" I said heading towards my bathroom when I was done getting ready Lilly wasn't there I walk out "hey Starla is Lilly down there" I yelled down the stairs "umm no sorry hunny I haven't seen her all day sorry baby" Starla yelled up the stairs "ugh that's ok thanks anyway" I yelled back down the stairs I walk to every bathroom up stares (there's 4) but she wasn't there "LILLY WHERE ARE YOU ARNT WE TO OLD TO PLAY HIDE AN SEEK" I yelled through the halls but still no sign of her so I just went in my room and took a nap. when I woke up Lilly was sitting next to me "oh your up are you ready" Lilly said getting up "where did you go Lilly" I said leaning up "are you ready" Lilly said heading towards the door "yea I guess" I said heading towards the window "DAD WE ARE GOING TO LOUIS'S HOUSE BE BACK SOON" I screamed out the window "OK BE BACK BEFORE DINNER" my dad yelled back "ok let's go" I said leading Lilly out the door down the stares out the front door and down the street toward Louis's house "here we go" I said taking a deep breath just about to knock on the door when I had a break down crying and on my knees Louis opened the door "I had a feeling this would happen" Louis said picking me up and carrying me up stares Lilly grabbed tissue and ran up the stairs after us we went in his room (like always) when he walked in I turned and jumped from Louis's arms and snapped looking at john and Louis "why is it HERE WHAT THE FUCK LILLY" when Lilly walk in "what the hell LOUIS WHAT DID YOU DO" Lilly said looking as suppressed as me "ummm" Louis said walking towards John "I thought you were my friend and you betrayed me WHAT THE FUCK LOUIS I NEED YOUR HELP BUT NEVER MIND" I said walking out the door Lilly followed me "no guys wait you need to work It out you guys are best friends" Louis said pointing to the bed John was sitting on Lilly snapped back "ok one I am her best friend and two she doesn't have to do anything she doesn't want to so BACK THE FUCK OFF" "no it's ok Lilly I can talk for a little" I said walking back in and sitting down next to John Louis grabbed Lilly and walked out the room then it was just me and John. "You know how I feel about that stuff but you still did why" I said stranding up " I am so sorry but I just couldn't help myself and I was mad that you like that jack ass jock strap wanna be football star " John said with an attitude "do you mean Brandon" I said questioning his rude words "HE IS NOT LIKE THAT" I yelled "you just don't know him like I do" John snapped back "HOW DO YOU KNOW HIM THEN SMART ASS" I yelled back "HE'S MY BROTHER YOU IGNORANT BITCH" he yelled back "WHY DIDN'T YOU EVER TELL ME" I snapped back "I'm sorry he's been with my mom just now he lives with me and my dad and my mom came back" he said "that's great" I said happy his mom came back "no she brought that with her he's worse than he was when we were little kids" he said getting pissed "AND YOU LIKE THAT ASS HOLE STOP BEING A CUNT AND KNOW HES NOT THE ONE" he snapped "No Liz I didn't mean that" I was shocked that he would talk to me like that and shocked that him and Brandon are brothers WTF WHY GOD WHY but I just walked out of the room and walked to Lilly and said "I am ready to go" "but" she started to say but I interrupted her "NOW" I screamed as I was running down the stairs "ok bye Louis bye John" Lilly said running down the stairs after me. Me, mason, Lilly, and Sam went back to Louis later that night me and Lilly went in Louis's and we had are apologies and got the folder Louis said he will be at my house later and we will go over the folder. All night I was just looking at the folder, the pictures, the evidence and I was trying not to wake up Lilly but I was crying looking through all that stuff writing down all the stuff that looked important or wrong waiting for the morning why must the night be so long.