jealousy

it's over.

YOU GUYS ARE GOING TO HATE ME JUST A WARNING...

Simon's POV:
Amanda and I were cuddling. She was still so exhausted after what had happened and I wanted to be there for her. I let her lay on my chest and sleep. As I started to drift off...there she was in the doorway. "Cheryl what are you doing here." I asked. Amanda was still in my embrace, but as soon as she heard Cheryl she jumped awake. I held her tighter just incase anything was to happen. "I just want to talk." she replied trying to be flirtatious. It wasn't going to work on me, but i didn't want Amanda to get hurt so i agreed to talk. "i'll be right back babe. stay put please." I said to Amanda and kissed her forehead.

We exited Amanda's hospital room into the dreary halls. "Cheryl, I don't want to be here long. i'm not even suppose to be near you so make this fast." i told her. We entered an on-call room so we could talk in private. "Simon I just want you back!" she pleaded. I stood there staring at her not knowing what to do. She stood on her tip-toes and kissed me hard. I don't know why, but i didn't pull away? We were in a heated kiss and she locked the door. I felt guilt towering over me, but i couldn't pull away. Before i knew it, we were having sex in the on-call room.

After having sex, I was so tired. I fell asleep almost instantly with Cheryl in my arms. When i woke up, i had to process everything that had just happened. "oh shit" i said loud enough that Cheryl woke up. "Cheryl this shouldn't have happened. I have to go tell Amanda." i said. "Simon it feels too right to just let this go." she replied. "I know babe, I thought i wanted Amanda but i'm honestly just confused now." i said. Truth is, I was confused. I wanted Amanda so bad, but i just couldn't refuse the offer of sex. "Then get back together with me Simon! i can't let you go." she pleaded. "the thing is. I'm confused but I do love Mandy and i think for us it was just sex. Sorry Cheryl." I said. I gathered my things and threw on my clothing. I left her sitting there speechless. i walked back into Amanda's room and she was asleep. I had to tell her. "Manda how are you feeling?" i said making her wake up. "Better now that your here." she says smirking.

"Listen-" i was about to tell her before i was interrupted by an enraged Cheryl. "Oh hey Simon and Amanda! Simon you forgot your underwear." she says as she tosses them to me. How the hell did I forget my underwear? i thought to to myself. "What the fuck." Amanda blurts out. That's when i knew i was in deep shit. "Mandy I was about to tell you but i didn't get a chance before she interrupted." I stated. "I DONT FUCKING CARE. BOTH OF YOU GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!! BEFORE I CALL THE NURSE TO GET SOMEONE TO." She yelled at us. "ok! come on Simon." Cheryl said grasping my hand. "oh fuck no." i replied and pushed her hand away. She rolled her eyes and exited the room. "What the bloody hell are you still doing here Simon?" Amanda asked. "I'm not leaving until i can explain." i replied. "no, im done with your bullshit excuses. I'm tired of being pushed around by you. You think you can get away with anything now!" she said with anger in her voice. I knew she wanted space, so that's what i'll give her. "I understand. Goodbye Mandy." i said pecking her lips. when i cupped her cheeks i could feel the tears streaming down. "It's over si." She said.

LMFAO do y'all hate me? bc i hate myself for this. Anyways another plot twist how bout that. sorry it's so short 😬