Life is a gift. You have to take advantage of it. No matter what you are going through, you are NOT alone. Everyone has a mountain to climb, some higher than others. But the higher you climb, the stronger you'll be. You CAN conquer it! You WILL conquer it!
Through warm and cold, good and bad, you have to keep your head held high. Don't let others drag you down. Words aren't supposed to hurt so don't let them. Take control of the situation.
Don't bury the sadness because it will only hit you twice as hard in the future. It's human nature for us to hold onto things that are bad for us but sometimes you have to just let go of all the pain and move on. Letting go is hard but you can do it, I know you can. You are strong, stronger than you think.
People make mistakes, but it's those mistakes which point you in the right direction. It teaches oyu a lesson that will change your life. Everyone has the right to a happy life. Especially YOU. When you're writing that letter, your last words. Just stop for a minute and think about who you are leaving behind. You may not see it but as soon as your'e gone, eveyone will miss you. The ones who bullied you, will blame themselves, your parets that treated you wrongly, will blame themselves. In realirt it's everyone elses fault but yours. There are people out there that will care for you; you just hve to find them on your journey. When you think you haven't got anyone to care for you, you are wrong because I'll be here through thick and thin, forever and always.
One day you will see the light at the end of the tunnel. You just have to travel in the right direction and self harm or suicide is never the answer. Stay strong and don't lose faith even if it feels like your world is falling apart. Those broken pieces of your heart can be fixed and they will be fixed. Just give it time and your happiness will come and find oyu when you least expect it. Help that fake smile become real. Your life is precious. Dont sacrifice it.