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**you probs don't wanna read this its like a tmi thingie about me**








I'm shouldn't be allowed to read smut because I did this thing. Its embarrassing but I have to admit it.

When I'm reading GOOD smut, I am aroused (if that makes sense if it doesn't basically I'm-you know what Google it!)

But like I'm allowed to feel or be aroused since its smut.

ANYWAYS.
I was reading a smut scene... To be specific it was Jeffmads and BDMS




I was so like aroused that I did this thing while reading and thank lord no one was in the room where it happened.




(Bet ya burr ought to want to there ☺☺☺😂😂😂 this is a very serious matter though 😊) (I had to make the joke I'm sorry😂😂)








I fucking arched my back and let out the softest moan, WHILE FUCKING READING LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK AM I DOING.













That's embarrassing, and I'm scared to read smut because if that ever happens again, Just no.

#PrayforTammy
#savetammyfromsin
#ineedtostopsinningsquad
#lordhavemercyonmysoul
#savetammy
#ineedtistopwhilesmutandrethinkmywholeexsitance
#fun-_-
#fuckmegentlywithachainsaw
#killmepls

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