Harry Styles & Dunkirk

oMG GUYSS GUESS WHAT

21st September 2016

I'm in a very emotional state right now, I can't stop crying out of joy and maybe sadness.

So today we had a youth talk at school and almost the whole school was present there. There were four students who came from other city and they spoke about things, like how to cope with stress etc

In the end of the almost 2 hr assembly, they were showing their sponsors etc and then they said something exciting is going to come up

At first, they announced some YouTube channel is going to come here and I was like okayyy and then-

Look guys, I'm not saying this out of excitement or something...I'm crying (not gaining attention)

They said that one direction is going to come to UAE for a student concert and seriously....as soon as they said that, I zoned out. All I remembered was everyone in the crowd staring at me, they knew I loved them. It's not that I don't love others, but I cried because of Harry. Because ....he means too much to me, I just can't express my feelings? I don't know if you all will understand but he's everything to me

I was crying uncontrollably, I had to cover my mouth and trust me, I started sweating I don't know why...I literally had a panic attack...they all started howling etc, not teasing

Some were passing hate comments but I don't give a fuck

It's just that, two years ago they came to Dubai, UAE. I wasn't much of a fan before the concert but slowly I became one, I wanted to meet Harry so bad. I didn't have the chance to go bc the tickets were full

But I had two more chances
One of my friend won two front row tickets, she said she would give one to me. I was so excited, I was honestly crying because of this , out of excitement of course. but then she told me that her dad was coming along with her. He couldn't leave her in a huge crowd. That's fine but I don't think she had emotional feelings towards Harry as much as I did and do(not thoooose type)

And then there was this guy who offered me tickets, I didn't care about the money but we had no transport and it was already too late.

And now I'm getting a chance to meet them....I just can't even say anything. I'm in a huge trauma. Most of you must think wtf is wrong with this girl? But you don't know how it feels to see someone who you love the most physically standing in front of you.

Some people were making fun of me because they thought I'm probably some stupid teenage girl who cries because they like some cute guy but no, I love him way too much and I know he won't get to know this... I'm sorry for boring you guys

Anyways, even my school principal said they're going to break up but I didn't care much for that. That's probably a rumour, right..?

Kay bye