Once I Wait

Come and see.

Come and see....

Time passed and my world goes change colour on a flash. I never knew that she can affect me so much, I became better, and I had this hopes that we could be more than just friends. I'm talking about Abby by the way.

So yeah! My friends and I get to know Abby a little bit know. Back and Forth Abby was the quietest person in class and now she get to talk to us. Almost everyday since Abby and I were pretty close, I walked her home everyday. We talked a lot about each other and one day I ask. " What is your story?" I ask her while I walked her home, She looked down and haven't answer the question. She look upset and I felt guilty about it so I said sorry to her but then she looked at me and say that it's okay. "My parents live far far away from here, I'm running away from my parents because they said I cant go to any this Art Academy, So I have to pay everything for myself, I had to work after school, I had to pay for my Art lessons every Monday night and I live on my own". That day I knew that she was all alone. She had nobody to support her back. "Well you have us! Friends!" I said. "Hahaha, Thanks buddy!" she replied.

After the little talk I decided to take her to dinner after she worked at the bakery store. She did say yes, I wasn't planning to take her to dinner tho, Although I'm going to take her to the most wonderful place she will ever seen! The mountain. "Come and See!" I said suspiciously walking her out of the car. "We're here! At the mountain" I said, "Just wait, and it will pop out!". She didn't say a thing but then... the magical thing happened, the aurora in the top of the mountain came and her eyes were gazing like crazy, "Beautiful" I said. Oh wait... I didn't tell you guys that I was planning on a welcoming party. So yeah, this is our friendship tradition, we always had a welcoming party for each new member of the group. Mel had that idea. "Pop!" the sound of the welcoming party began. Mel, James, Adam, and Samuel were all there. Welcoming Abby to the friendship, Abby looked so happy and surprised of course. It was the best night of my life. We play in the top of the mountain so long, until the sunrise.

By the way we all live far far away our parents. We live in our own apartment so there is no reason why we can't hang out until the sun rises. Things just got better until this happened. 

How To love Her.

The next day I was walking school and I met Abby. "Abby! Good Morning" running towards her, "What's up?" try to act cool as much as possible. "Great" she said, but her face was red and suddenly she cough, "Whoa, you alright?" I ask but all she did was mumbled. Without thinking I put hand into her forehead and I was right! She had a fever. I took her to the clinic and I told her to take a rest, I put her to sleep and I continue my study. As the school ends I look up for her in the clinic and she wasn't there so I ran outside and there she is, look so tired and before she collapsed I was running and hold her body. I was so panicked I couldn't say a word.

I took her to my apartment and lay her on my bed. As she woke up I ask her if she was okay and then this happened.

She was so panicked and I have no idea what's going on. She just grab her shoes and went outside, I follow her and I ask where is she going. "I have to work!" and I was surprised, "Wait, what?" I raise my tone a little bit while taking her shoulder to turn on me. "What are you doing? Dude, you're sick! Take a little rest at least," I said with this angry tone. "NO! I had to work! Don't worry about what I'm doing!" she screams at me! What the hell is this girl thinking "WHY?!" I asked. "I had to work for my Art academy payment!" she shouted and I was shocked and I say, " You don't need to work so hard if it's killing you! Just stop! Take a rest!" she looked surprise and slap me so hard. "Why? Why do you care about me?" she asks me while crying, "Why?!" she asks one more time. "Because I like you! You got a problem with that?!" I shouted to her and she looked surprise once against and she put her head down sobbing, "Sorry Luke, I have to go".

"What? No!" I scream at her as she walked. I reach her hand and I held her hand really really tight! the rain starts and we're still outside. "You don't shrug off people who want to lend you a hand! What is it? Why Abby? Stop!" I tried to convince her. She face towards me, "I hate this job okay! I don't want to work but I had to! I don't have a choice! This is my life! Do you think I don't want to have fun? Do you think I want to hang out? I want to! But I can't!" When she said that I hugged her so tight. "I can't! Because I don't want to slack off and regret it later!" I hold her while she spits all those words her while she talking and crying. "Luke, you have to have fun while you can... you don't want to end up like me" at that moment I was surprised that she did thing only by her own. "Luke, that is why I ask you the colors, I ask if your world have its own colors, don't be like mine Luke! It's a blank" and that moment I put my self together. "You're Wrong Abby! You are just like everyone! You pretend like it was someone's fault that nothing happened. But you're wrong. If you put your mind to it, you can change the color of your world in an instant!" she was shocked about what I said and she hugs me closer and cries in my chest.

After that I took her to my apartment and gave her some aspirin. Company her to sleep and I thought to my self that I just dealt with the real world. She woke up, she says sorry about what happened. She thinks that she messed up but to me, she just gave me all of her love. Not that I'm stupid to think that she just gave me all of her love, but she shows her weakness and as for me, I know now how to exactly love her.