I know it has been a few days since I have update but I have been busy. I will try do update when I'm not bust as much love y'all now let's get started....
James: Just got on the plane but I feel guilty about something. As y'all may know I told Brittany that I wouldn't fuck around but I did. I'm just hoping she didn't find out.
5 hours later
Finally for to the airport and was on my way home. When I had got a phone call saying Brittany was in the hospital and I needed to get there right away. My heart started to beat really fucking fast. Things was going throw my mind like. What if she is really hurt and might not make it? I just keep questioning myself until i got to the hospital.
Hospital
I got there and was yelling completely at lady at the front desk ask where was Brittany. She told me to clam down and follow me i followed her and we enter a room and there was Brittany I ran over to her with tears running down my face. I ask her so many questions. I could tell that I was annoying the fuck out of her. Then she finally told my she black out will leaving work and someone found her a call the ambulance and they came. After she told me the doctor came in and said well it looks to be that you are pregnant and you are two months into your pregnancy. I look up at him and said are you forreal and started to cry. I wasn't crying cause I didn't want a baby I was crying with joy and mostly because it was with the man of my dreams. Me and him are going to make a good baby but out of no where I felt something warm hit my cheek. I look up and saw that it was James crying. I gave him a big huge and kiss his lips and said I love you. To be real I think he was waiting for me to say i love him. James look up at Brittany and said why didn't you tell me. I look up at him and said honestly I didn't even know that I was pregnant. I was just getting dizzy but no stomach pain but, if I knew I would have told you. For a few minutes we just stare into each other eyes. I told him one good last time I love him. Little did he know that I knew that he fuck some bitch. I ain't gone bring it up right now but I will later in the day. How you promise me you ain't gone fuck around with bitch and you did it anyway. I felt half heart broken but then again I was happy cause he was the father of my child. I HOPE!!!!! The last time I check he wasn't the last one I fuck but I was fucking James more so I really hope it is his. Doctor came in and said I was free to leave just pick up my medicine at the front desk before leaving and I did. I also heard James tell the lady at the front desk he was sorry for yelling at her like that earlier. I turn around a smile at him. He is slow changing making better chooses.
James: Please don't call me selfish but I ain't ready for no damn kid. When I was in the hospital with Brittany I was only crying because I didn't want a kid but she don't know that and plus I don't wonna be with her for the rest of my life. Right now I'm with some other girl. Brittany is just some girl I come to at night and fuck around with but, she don't know that either. I would hate to brake it to her but umm I ain't helping her with that damn baby. It probably ain't even mine. She couldn't have been fucking anyone why i was gone on my drug deal. I really don't know what to think right now at this point. If I do decide to leave hee I don't know how im gone tell her that I ain't gone help hee with that baby. This shit is really hard to think about and take it. Don't get me wrong she is a beautiful women and I am happy my first child is with her. I just can't be with her anymore all we do is argue about shit that don't make no since every time I do something wrong she bitchies. I'm so sorry but that is how I feel and right now I DON'T WANT NO DAMN BABY!!!!!!
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