Alone

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After Jinyoung left you kept fixing your house because you can't just leave all your things in a box forever. You got hungry so you start taking out kitchen necessities to make sure you had everything and to put away. You kept some pots and pans out because you weren't sure what to eat. - I should just finish everything else first and then cook. You head up to the bathroom and put towels and other things away. You check for more boxes and surprisingly you didn't have any which made you think.. "Did I really finish unpacking everything ?" You look at the clock and its 7:30 am.. Well umm.. BREAKFAST! You decided to try and make pancakes and they turned out really good. A bit later you went for a walk to maybe meet new people, because you can't always bug Jin (hehe). You walked to a park that was close by and it had a nice fountain in the middle and some people were feeding the birds. You sat on the bench and realized that you actually moved to Korea and you can do what you want without having your mom telling you no to certain things... Like when you wanted to go to the mall with a group of friends, she said no because she didn't think it was safe.. But now if you wanted to you could. The sun was going to set soon, so you made your way home and noticed Jinyoung was outside on the steps, but he seemed off... You walk a bit faster to talk to him
Y/n: Hey Jin.. You alright ?
Jin: yea I just needed some fresh air to calm down.
Y/n: Calm down..?
Jin: yea I got into a argument with my dad over the phone..
Y/n: w-would you want to talk about ?
Jin: honestly I was hoping you'd ask..
Y/n: alright go ahead..
Jin: wait lets go inside because it gets dark here pretty fast.
Y/n: alright c'mon
The two of you went inside and you had a feeling that the argument with Jinyoung and his dad wasn't that good. (Obviously)
Jin: you can sit on the couch with me so you don't have to stand
You sat down next to him ready hear him out.
Jin: ok so I called my parents to check up on them to make sure they were ok and if they needed anything and I always talk to my mom first and then my dad.. So after I finished talking to my mom and I started to taking to my dad, he started asking a lot of questions about what I'm doing now for a career. I told him before that I was in B1A4 and he didn't really approve, he wanted me to be a prosecutor or a doctor or maybe even a lawyer.. Not a boy who wore makeup to dance around on stage for the rest of my life. I always try to explain to him that isn't that, that it's my life and I love it.. I have a lot of people that support me and the others and I love them.. But he doesn't see that he just see's me wasting my time. Other times he would say whatever, do what you want.. But this time was different. He told me the truth about what he thought about me. He said I was a disappointment, he wanted me to do great things as his only son. He told me I'm just stupid for ever trying to impress him by singing. He told me that he doesn't want to see me again unless I'm someone he actually wants me to be... So I told him my "truth".. It isn't the actual truth though I only said what I said out of anger. I told him he might as well never see me again because singing in B1A4 is my life and nothing can change that. And I told him what I thought of him... I said he was one of the worst fathers anyone could have that I wished he was different, that he could actually see what I love, because I said I know what love is and he doesn't because he won't ever love me.
And now I just feel alone and abandoned because he would always help me and hear me out when my mom didn't understand.. No he is the one who doesn't understand...
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Helloooooo :) so I actually wrote another part after a really long time... I'm sorry ;~; pls forgive me .-.

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