Four letter word

Shianna pov

I sat on the couch looking Roc in the eye. We've been having problems lately. I kind of cheated on him with Ray. I was getting ready to confess to my wrong doings when he came out with it.

Roc: I cheated on you

He said it bluntly. I stared at him in disbelief. Anissa came skipping down the steps. She stopped and looked at us. I gave her a sincere smile. She got that as her cue and about-faced back to her room. I turned my face to Roc.

Me: What do you mean Chresanto

Roc: I cheated on you

Me: WITH WHO!!

I stood up and got in his face. He looked down in guilt. I snatched his head up to where our eyes met. His eyes looked drifted away. They looked as if he didn't care or he wasn't sorry for his actions. His eyes looked up to my hair. He pushed some loose hair behind my ear.

Roc: with Bahja

He looked down. My mouth fell open. I immediately went to our bedroom. Our house was now fully furnished. I opened his first drawer. He looked at me in confussion. I emptied it out on his head. I moved to the next one and did the same. I continued after that. I looked on top of the dresser and saw a family picture of all of us including Bahja. I took it out it's frame. I turned to him.

Roc: Shay don't

I tore Me,Anissa and Jamal off. I handed him the part of Bahja and Lil Shay. I lost it. I grabbed all of his colone and threw it all on him. I then grabbed all of his stuff and begim tossing out the door.

Roc: Shianna don't do this babe

I turned to him.

Me: I gave up everything for you...EVERYTHING!...I didn't ask you for a damn thing...you didn't have to take care of MY kids you choose to!

I said pushing him.

Me: THIS ISN'T ABOUT US CHRESANTO...!! IT'S TBE FACT THAT YOU LET THEM DOWN...YOU PROMISED TO LOVE ME AND MY KIDS! I DON'T CARE ANYMORE JUST...GO SOMEWHERE ELSE.

He tried to hug and kiss me but I pushed him. I pushed him far out the door. I cried and cried when Jamal came out of his room.

Jamal: mommy...are you okay

Me:.yea babby mommy is fine

I said wipping my tears away. Just then the bell ringed. I opened the door and saw Ray standing there. I missed my taco buddy. He hugged me as he rocked with me. He kissed my forehead. I know I will never get over Roc. He was my first love but he wasn't just my first live he was my sole mate. I had so many words that described him. Hate, Sole mate, pain, hurt, love....but there was one thing they all had in commen....they're all four letters. Four powerful meanings...meanings that had the same definition.

Hate

A word used to describe Chresanto August.

Sole Mate

A noun that creates a strong man that has an effect on a women. Chresanto.

Pain

Pain is an adjetive that is caused by Chresanto.

Hurt

Another name for a cause that can accur in life by Chresanto.

Love

The ultimate four letter word that rules them all. A word use to describe an effection that only Chressnto Romelo Lorenzo August can provide. The ONLY stands through the storm no matter how powerful. The word.that can't be replace by no other man or being. The word that jad Chresanto craved into it's lines FOREVER.

Four Letter Word.

Love.