Pieces of Me

Difficult

Well I never did formally introduce myself. My name is Olivia Amria Johnson. Im a proud graduate of the Unviersity of Washington. The school is in Seattle, Washington and not to far from I spent all my childhood life in Washington. As I already mention that I moved to Atlanta as soon as I graduated from school. I completed school  earlier than expected. I was in a abusive relationship while in college and o used schoolwork and courses as my escape from my reality. Thats All About Me!

The summer is coming to an end. I have just been cooped up  in my house in fear that he has found me. I just want to stay under wraps with the location. I glad that now I have a unnoromal area code phone number at least for Atlanta it is. I do not contact anyone from home so he want pursade anyone to tell him where I am. He always told me " that if he can have me, no one can.". Everyday I think that over and over in my head.

Im standing on my balcony on the phone my unreasonable bestfriend.

" You need to get of the house and enjoy you summer before it ends." my bestfriend told me through the phone

" No I'm good I order take out here and their."

" That not the same, you need to get some fresh air and sunlight." she sighed " I know your yellow ass look pile like its winter time" she brusted into laughter.

" The shade that I'm getting is so disrespectful." i shook my head.

" Whatever Im coming up the elavator, have the door unlock." she hung up the phone before the call dropped.

Opening my door waiting to see her face. " Who said that you could come to my hosue chick?" with my hands on my hips and stank face on.

" I do not have to ask for an invite to your house, ma'am." she pulled me in to a warm imbrace.

She enter my house and went to grab use some plastic forks. She brought my favorite food in the whole wideworld. Behinna chicken fried rice with yum- yum sauce. I love this girl she knows me so well. When I'm going through one of my days she comes over with me for a day or two and we eat hers and mine favorite; just enjoy each other favorites.

" Look we got pass this stage, what we need to do this time to get you back to where we were?" stated with her eyes still on the episode of Scandal

"Ki, I can not get this man out of my head." I drop my head

When we meet she always thought it was werid the way I acted when I went in public. Always looking over my shoulders. I only like seating a certian ways at resturants or any public seating areas. Then for like a month straight I wouldn't come out the house. So one day she came to see me and she forced everything out of me. I gave her the whole run down of my life for those three years.

Flicking her middle finger " Fuck that low life bastrad, for real."

" Its that the easy he beat me for 3 years and I only been away from him a year and a half." As much as i wanted to forget this man it stills feels like he still have control over me.

Like he is going to come digging for me or search for me up. I have talk to my boss about not being photograph or placed in the schools website. Yes I'm that scared of him finding me.

" See sitting in this damn condo you about to run yourself crazy because you think to much about it" she snap her fingers in my face.

"The fear I have is what is keeping me in!" I got up and went to the window to get a view of the city.

" I know for a fact that you are not going out today no matter what i say or do; but promise me that you will go out of town before school starts and girls night with some friends." she held her pinky out to make me promise.

" Okay but lets take small steps at a time" she nod in agreenes.

I really do need to gain control over my life and live. New me coming back soon and in full affect.

For the rest of the night we ate and looked at tv until went fell asleep on the couch.