The Night I confess Sebastian x Ceil

What are these feelings

Ciel's pov

Dear journal

It's been 5 years since I've made the contract with Sebastian and 5 years since I've felt happiness. But lately I've been feeling weird around Sebastian wait why do I not call him that demon butler instead of Sebastian. Elizabeth has been asking to get married early in stead in a couple of more years. I've been making efforts to delay the marriage for the last couple of weeks.

I have to figure out these strange feeling towards Sebastian. I think it's love no no no it can't be that but what if it is? Well that's it for today journal good bye.

I put my journal in my left covered and I really need to figure out these feelings I have for him. Without Sebastian I'd be dead and I haven't realized how much I need to thank Sebastian for what he has done for me. I'll do that later but for now I have paperwork to do.

Sebastian's pov

Young master has been acting weird for the past couple of days he has been denying Mrs.Medford's request to get married earlier than scheduled to. But lately I've been feeling more protective towards the young master when Mrs.Medford is around I feel like she's my enemy. I have to figure out these feeling or what kind of butler would I be. Well it's all most time for afternoon tea I'll get started right away then I'll figure out these feelings.

Ciel's pov

Paperwork is so much more boring then when what it used to be. I'm starting to miss looking at Sebastian when he would make me up in the morning. Wait why am I thinking like that I'll go to my garden to clear my mind.

Time skip to the garden brought to you by Grell's fabulous hair!

Who knew being surrounded by roses would be so relaxing and I bet Sebastian would enjoy it to. Wait what did I say? I really need to figure out my feelings for him. His image keeps appearing in my mind and thoughts. I think I might be in love with my butler. His hair looks so soft and his crimson eyes so gentle and at times deadly. Yep I've fallen for my demon butler. But how am I supposed to tell him that I've fallen for him. He probably doesn't feel the same way so how am I going to deal with rejection. Wait what's that drop of water on my leg I then raise my hand to touch my face am I crying I question myself as I feel more tears form.

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Published on September 24th at 10:43 PM
Word count 472