The Night I confess Sebastian x Ceil

Heart Beat

I'm staying true to my word and I hope you'll like this chapter. If you have any advice on what I should improve on please tell me in the comments I'd be great to hear your thoughts thank you for reading this chapter I hope you have a wonderful day.

Sebastian's pov

Sadly the morning came to soon as I woke up early to finish my morning chores and prepare food for my master. It was surprisingly silent in the manor but it was a lovely kinda of silence. I look out from the mirror in the kitchen feeling a soft thump in my chest. I puts two fingers about my collar bone and surprisingly feels a slight pulse. I smile softly "well this is interesting...might as well make the best of this; I should tell the young master when he wakes up after all I can't keep secrets from my master" I say to myself. Where the hell are the servents I should look for them but I have to wake the young master in a couple of minutes. I hear the sound of glass shattering well Mayrin is awake I then see Bard enter the kitchen we greet each other as I walk to Mayrin and help her pick up the glass after scolding her. I walk back to the kitchen and put the young master's breakfast on the trolley. I'll tell the young master about my heart beat situation when he is finished eating hopefully he won't over react. I wish I could have stayed in bed longer with the young master it would be nice to wake up when he does. Seeing his sleepy face would be so cute it'd be a wonderful sight to see after all he looks so peaceful when he's asleep. I should focus on the task at hand a butler shouldn't be having these thoughts it'd be very unprofessional. I shake my head slightly and enter the young master's bedroom I then get a good view of my young masters face I should get a bath ready when he's eating. I roll the trolley to the right side of his bed fit for a king. I open the curtains "it's time to wake up young master" I prepare his tea as I hear him groan I softly chuckle at his behavior no matter how old he gets he will always act like a child when woken up from his slumber.

Ciel's pov

Damn Sebastian waking me up this early in the morning. I groan and hear him chuckle "Don't laugh at me Sebastian" I say to him sitting up as he serves me my breakfast knowing fully what I like to eat "I'll prepare a bath for you young master" He bows like he always does sometimes I wonder how he'd act like if we didn't have a butler master relationship. Maybe I should write in my journal I'll try to make our relationship less than the butler master relationship we have. I get my journal from it's hiding place and a ink and quill

Dear journal,

I should confess my feelings to Sebastian when I have the chance to. I might confess next week since my schedule is packed this week but what if he already knows I did ask him to sleep with me last night he might have gotten hints from that. I was slightly surprised the he didn't tease me when I asked him to stay. How could being in love we it the same sex be so wrong but feel so write I just hope that I can peacefully end the marriage between Elisabeth and I before it's to late. I need to figure out how to do that with out hurting her feelings that much. I love her but not in a romantic way I love her like a sister and I hope she can see that. I love Sebastian but I don't want to hurt Elizabeth she's a important person in my life and I'd hate to lose her. Well that's all for now I hear Sebastian's foot steps.

I put away the journal ink and quill before Sebastian walks in and follow him to the bathroom. I sit down on a stool he then takes off his gloves and rolls up his sleeves. Sebastian starts to undress me taking his sweet time unbuttoning my shirt "Hurry up I don't have all day" He looked at me "Yes young master" He finally took off my shirt.

Sebastian's pov

His body is perfect almost like a porcelain doll but no paint in the world will ever match the color of his eyes. His perfect pale skin it's not the color you'd see in a sick person but closely resembling a porcelain doll yet again. I get snapped out of my daze hearing the young master's voice "Hurry up I don't have all day" He says sounding annoyed. I picked up my pace and fully undress him he gets in the tub by himself. "Is the temperature to your liking young master" I start to wash him first his hair than his body. I've never seen anyone with navy blue hair it must be very rare to have such a hair color.

"Yes Sebastian" He says still having a stoic face like always it's very rare to see the young lord smile it's almost sad to think about a kid his age should be smiling and laughing with a group of friends eating sweets. Well he has the sweets part covered other than that he doesn't really act his age. I should tell him now rather than later "young master I have some surprising news you might want to hear". "What is this surprising news Sebastian?" He says some what interested "Well apparently I have a heart beat and pulse it's very faint" He oddly turns to face me and places two fingers above my collar bone feeling a heart beat. His eyes widen slightly as he whispers very faintly but loud enough that I could hear. "You weren't joking there really is a heart beat when I'm finished with my bath I want to test something Sebastian" He turns back around as I miss his touch.

Well that's all for today I hope you enjoyed this chapter sorry for the spelling erros have a wonderful day bye bye!