Never Should Have

I floated above the sea then suddenly i dived in and i saw life, i saw beauty and i saw paradise

but when i looked even more further i saw not life but emptiness and darkness and lifelessness,

Everything was dead and as i settled to the sand to get a closer look at it, the darkness i saw began to spread and it ran towards me and sure thing i got scared and my skin began to cripple and i tried to swim up but it has no use it seems like i was stuck and the sounds of rotting meat and cracking of bones got stronger by the second i stayed in that place and when i turned my head back i saw a man made in the bones of the marine lifes obviously  that inhabited the place and i can see also the rotting flesh that havent decay for like weeks then it pointed at something and i followed the direction of his disgusting finger and i saw another man lying in the sand and it looked like it was dead but no for sure because it spoke to me and it said my name as it rotted and leeches started to chew of what is left in his face and worms started to crawl towards me as the rotting body crawled towards me too and surely i was shaking to death then right after i have decided to shout, it moaned my name again that time it got my attention then i shouted to him that Who are you and how did you know my name??! then right after i asked him that he moaned again my name and with that time he looked at me and said to, Get Up Already!, and the next thing i know is that i am already in my room and i hear my mother calling upon me as sweat is dripping in my face and i can feel my heart pounding like a jack rabbit and i got and started my daily routine.

   My name is Joshua and i am 18 years and many girls would kill just to be my girlfriend or to get a warm fresh kiss from me and most guys would to die to be like me  and my friends try to persuave me in getting a girl in my life and yes you could say that i am handsome and deliciouse and so fresh as in fresh like i have not tasted any other lips of any girl in my hole life and for someone as handsome as me that is not normal and i have my bestfriend always on my side and we have been friends since i was 5 years old that was when we move to this house we have been best buds then and she is a girl you know so my friend and hers also try to question us about our status to each other but we know better

Her name is Megan