This girl she cries to sleep every night
Thinking about what will she ever be
Is she that girl who everyone says she is or is she the girl that disappoints her family
How can she confront her problems when they are his problems transformed to her problems
Almost every night she thinks about taking her life away but something holds her back
Why should she wait? The gun is right there in the drawer. DO IT!
She says she loves this boy but does he really love her back
He is the one causing most of the pain, so why should she deal with it?
She deals with it cause she thinks it's love at first sight
This guy is a dirt bag who isn't anything .
Most of her life was wasted not listening to other people like her mother. You think she would listen but she didn't.
She thought nothing could happen to her. She was very confident in herself.
Now she's sitting on the bed, no one is home. Crying while she stares at the drawer. She opens it and holds it in her hand.
Puts the gun to head and just when she's about to pull the trigger, her little sister walks into the room.
SHIT! She missed her chance.
Why didn't she do it fast enough to let her family find her dead on the bed?
She watches her little sister start crying and gives her a hug.
Her little sister hold her tight and tells her "everything will be okay"
No it won't. You don't know her life and what's she's been through.
No one does.
