blue flames

Morning routine

There's nothing but black and silence as i look around and see nothing but the dark empty place. I scream out hoping for a response but none came but for the first time witch felt like ages a blue dot appears in the distance. As i stare at it i realize the its coming straight for me at a rapid speed i try to move and no avail i close my eyes but i can still see it like my eyelids are clear . I start to panic as i feel the heat of the blue ball of fire as i start to wonder if i will live then i hear a loud bang and and another behind that on then i open my eyes to realize that im in my bedroom drenched in sweat. The sounds i heard gunshots as i sit and think about the dream i just had and wonder about it as i get up to get dressed if your waiting for a introduction enjoy the wait . I get dressed,sneak out of my room and silently leave the house. The scent of gun powder and weed filled the air i didn't mind the weed cause when i got the chance i would always smoke it stopped my mind from over thinking and i become nice for about three to six hours depending on how good the buds are. The smell of gunpowder was strong as i walked down the stairs as i put my hood up and walked down the street the contents of my pockets a lighter, a joint,a pocket knife and five bucks to last me through this brisk Saturday morning i forgot to plug in my cell (stolen) last night so it was dead and i had no music i remember that my mom questioned were i got the phone from she didnt believe that a "friend" gave it to me then i showed her some pictures of me and my "friend" she stopped asking questions about it and left me alone. As i walked down the street i heard the click clack of someone loading a bullet into the chamber and felt the metal push against the back of my head and i sighed and looked around seeing people close there blinds then he spoke "i got payed to put you down apollo "(pause yep my names apollo cool right wrong i got teased for no good reason over a name ) i spun around smacking the gun away and i punched him right in his nose and i smile as blood gushes out. Hitmen crazy people who kill for money or drugs stupid right oh for those of you who are wondering were i am im in Albany Ny walking through the hood cause i live in the hood and im for the hood and on the streets doing what i can to survive. Info time my name is apollo drakon a light skinned black guy with golden brown eyes im 19 and im not a virgin but that's a story for a different time as i make it to my favorite park and as i walk in i smell fresh air that almost makes me smile i sigh and walk of the path into the woods lighting my joint a talking a long pull thinking about life. I sit on the grass and think that if i had power my world would change i chuckle as i know that my joint is kicking in so my thoughts get crazy the dream i had popped into my mind and i wish that i could make someone fear me as much as i feared that blue ball . My head leaned against the tree as i slowly start to smile and i put out whats left of the joint,slide it into my pocket and i get up brushing myself off as i walk off towards the path putting my hood up i walk out of the park heading home i see a bunch on blood on the ground and smirk as i walk past it and into my apartment as i sneak past i hear her groan and get out of bed i run (quietly) in my room laying down and covering up acting like im sleeping . APOLLO WAKE THE FUCK UP AND GO FIND A JOB!! I grab my phone that i plugged in before i left and the bowl i had stashed next to my bed then I leave not wanting to talk to my mother. My stomach growled as i walked into the corner store i nodded to the cashier as i picked up a honeybun and a brisk that I like. i was reaching the top of my high i just wanted two things but ended up leaving with five the honeybun ,the brisk,a bag of chips, a game(cigar )and a lighter. Heading to my fathers place as I look around I noticed a large increase of red x's on houses meaning that another family was put out on the street . I grind my teeth as I continue my walk as I turn onto my father's street i see more red x's and i sigh then i look up to see my Fathers face smiling