aching
breaking
you're falling apart
it hurts
you're hurting
i am blind
i was laughing
no one saw you dying
fall down
One
silently scream
Two
bleed
Three
smile
Four...
die
no one
no one was there
you didn't cry out
you silently faded away
good bye
good bye
don't leave
i'll miss you
i need you
i'm sorry
i see you
i only saw you when you were already gone
you were a presence
a force i never thought would
evaporate like rain on a heated
car hood
over your face so no one could see your
tears trail down from your sunken eyes
you've given up
but you pretend you're still
fighting.
why did you leave?
you left behind a gaping hole
not unlike the gouges left behind after a
predator has torn apart it's prey
bloody
ugly
deadly
pain
pain
hurt
why
did
you
leave?
how do you know?
you never asked
i didn't notice
you never appeared
friend
you were my friend
are my friend...
why...
do i...
feel like this?
i am blind
but now more so
as thick drops of ocean
cloud my eyes
as the phlegm stops my breathe
i feel empty.
you left.
you laid waste to the hearts of us
who still care
