Childhood bullies (OHSHC fanfic)

School pt 2

please do not hate, I love OHSHC

honey_pancakes: cross my heart and hope to die

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oh bless these people they don't even realise

same as always, arrogant and stubborn

to reality they are just immature children trapped in teenage bodies

I pity them

they don't even remember a single person they have crushed so thoroughly with only words

I pray for their arrogance that one day they'll realise reality

reality- The state of things as they actually exist, as opposed to an idealistic or notional idea of them. The state or quality of having existence or substance.

I hate fantasising due to the delirious and unstable vision that corrupt your goal and visions

there is only one reality and always will be.

I remember the days when I would always fantasize a dream that would be so far from me

dreaming of being popular, beautiful, smart and perfect in every way

and...

they don't even realise that they are the ones that crushed me so much, blurring my vision as I walk away from that room

that is the reason I do not live in dreams, I live in a nightmare called reality

that is why I always hated spoiled perfect rich people

flashback

I groan and open my eyes

the light blinds me temporarily 

I stare at six familiar faces and one unfamiliar

'and who is this beautiful young lady' 

a dumb blonde screeches in my ear

'Satsuki Hideki, 16 yrs, owns  Hideki.co

'oh so you're the new famous transfer student everyone is talking about' Tamaki interrupts Kyoya

'cough, her likes are cake, music and beautiful antiques, family status- mother deceased, father decreased, blood type o' Kyoya indicates

by this everyone turn to me and stare at me pityingly

I don't need their pity , my mother and father never died they are just dead to me 

and they aren't classified as my parents anymore anyway

but I don't want a bad reputation in this school so

I fakey smile sadly so they get the point and look away

but they don't

mentally grumble incoherent words

I smile (fakely)

'well it seems like you know me, but it is proper courtesy to introduce yourselves'

even if they don't know me I will neVer forget their faces but I need to act as I've ever seen them in my whole life

and there's also one person I am interested in, I have not seen her in my life, and if she is actually a he

'my name is Tamaki Suoh' he grabs a rose and twirls and hands it to me