Lethal Love

Chapter 1

Hi,

I cannot stand being away from you, I am so sorry that I am putting you through this and I cannot wait to see your smile once again. I miss you so much and it's becoming harder without seeing you everyday. It's weird having you out there, living your life and making something out of yourself while I could be doing the same thing but I'm stuck here.

It feels like these walls are slowly starting to cave in on me, your letters are the only things keeping me sane while I sit here in my room. It's fucking unreal how much I hate it here and I know I need to be here but it's just the thought that I may never get better. Do you think I'm going to get better? They made it sound so easy when we came here to sign my papers... These group talks are shit and all I can think about is you. All I want to do is to get better for you, Evelyn. I love you.

Zayn

P.S.

Don't forget to write about Florence, you know how much I love her. :) x

As I sign the last bit of my letter I place my pen next to the paper and stare at the scrawled words that take up the page. I smile to myself as I think of her big green eyes shimmering with excitement as she opens another letter from me and talking to Florence, our kitten, like she was our kid, "Another letter came from Daddy, Florence!" Then she would cuddle up with Florence and read her the letter out loud.

God, I miss her voice so much and I cannot wait to see her again.

My thoughts were broken as I heard a knock on my door and Haley poked her head in, "Hi!" God, she was fucking annoying. She is too bubbly and is always trying to be suggestive with all of the men in here. Don't get me wrong, she isn't half bad to look act but she's a slut and I can't stand her high pitched voice.

"What do you want?" I snap with this is her third time trying to get me to let her stay in my room today and I've had enough. I'm not stupid and I know she will try something. She's fucked at least half of the people in here already and it's disgusting.

Her brown eyes take in my body and she bites on her bottom lip then she laughs, "Why are you always so rude to me? I just wanted to let you know I'm going drop off my letters to the office and I was going to see if you wanted me to bring yours since I'm already here." She smiles as she walks over to my desk and bends over, her cleavage right next to my face.

That's the line for me and before I know it I'm standing up and yelling at her, "Are you fucking serious?! You are so fucking annoying! I cannot stand this place anymore and you're just making it worse by trying to get everyone's dick! I couldn't give any shits about the other ones, but I've told you that I have ties to someone very special outside of here and if you can't respect that then you really are a slut!" My breathing is faster and my fists are clenched at my sides. She looks hurt for a moment then she collects her composure and rolls her eyes. I didn't mean for the last word to slip out but geez why can't she just get the fucking hint?!

She is now smirking at me and that only fuels my anger even more. I get closer to her and she starts to back up until she's between the wall and myself. Nothing but fear are in her eyes now and that causes me to back up and calm down a little. "I can fucking bring my own letter. You can leave now." I say through my teeth.

Haley rolls her eyes, "I'm gonna get you in bed one day and you're gonna love it. Too bad that girl of yours isn't gonna be here to see it."

"What the fuck did you just say?" She has a smug grin on her face and exits before I can say anything else.

I scream and punch the wall in front of me. "WHY THE FUCK AM I STILL IN HERE?! WHY CAN'T I FUCKING GET OUT?!" I hit the wall repeatedly when my knuckles begin to bleed I stop and sit down for what feels like hours.

I have to get out of here. It's making me

insane.

I hear footsteps coming down the hall and curse under my breath. Haley is such a fucking cunt I can't believe she told them. This isn't going to go well and I'm probably going to get into major trouble.. Might even have to stay in here longer. I shun the thought away from my mind and welcome a police officer, two nurses, and the head doctor into my room.

"You know this isn't acceptable behavior, Mr. Malik... I know you are going through a rough time right now, but we have to take you to a separate living quarters for a few days." Dr. Fisher tells me.

"Okay..." That isn't half as bad as what I was thinking. I could use some time away from these fuck heads anyway. The nurses start to move toward me and it looks like they have something behind their backs. Are they going to put me to sleep? Seriously? "Wait!" They look towards Dr. Fisher and he nods. "What do you need?"

"Before anything else could I please do one last thing before I go?" He nods his head, "Sure, I don't see a problem." I smile and go over to my desk to slip the letter into the envelope. Once it is sealed I write Venice's address in the middle and the return address with a stamp in the top left corner. I then turn it around and leave her a little note on the back of the envelope.

I might not write for a while, the doctor just came in and said I need to be taken away for a 'couple of days' but you know how the doctors are here. I will reply to your letter as soon as I can. I will explain later. I love you.

"Anytime today would be great, sonny." The balding cop, his name is Jimmy I think, tells me. "I'm done, I'm done... Geez." I look at the two nurses, Marissa and Laya. Marissa is the nicest nurse in this facility and also my favorite so I hand her the letter. "Please make sure this gets to the front office. Please." My tone is slightly desperate and her eyes soften as she takes the letter. "I will, don't worry about it."

"Can we just get this over with now?" Jimmy speaks again and I roll my eyes. He's such a dick. Laya sighs and steps closer to me, "Now after I stick you with this you and give you what's in here you won't feel a thing."

I don't even feel it when she puts the needle into my skin and I feel Jimmy's arms wrap around my body as I start to feel weaker and drift off into the blackness.

[ A.N. I hope you guys enjoy this! I think I will have some big plans for this and cannot wait to share them with you! ]