Bullet Holes(on hold)

Chapter 4/ I killed Her

Alex sat across the room on his bed that was pushed against the wall opposite of mine that was also pushed against the wall. I lay on my side holding an ice pack to my stomach curled up as we just stared at each other.

A dim light was on that displayed half his face causing him to look really sexy. I just wanna-

Focus Sky you found a gun in his pants!

I chuckled lightly to myself at how wrong that sounded.

Our gaze was interrupted by a buzz

I grabbed my phone unlocking it and opening the message

River:

'hey, french fry, do you wanna hang tomorrow? we can invite Riley and Aria.'

I smiled at the nickname but the smile soon slipped from my face as I remembered my stomach...

Skyler: 

'maybe another time I don't feel good.' : /

River:

'okay it's cool. you ok tho?'

Skyler:

'i'm fine but Maybe we can just watch a movie in my dorm or something. i'll text Aria and Riley rn'

River:

'okay but what happened the other day? Riley told me you left '

''It's for protection and safety Sky, you don't know who might be out there,'' I looked up from my phone at him as he sits at the edge of the bed and running a hand down his face, sighing heavily.

''How do I know you weren't gonna kill me with it? ''I say  as I pressed the off bottom on my phone, giving him my undivided attention.

He rolled his eyes, ''Who were you texting?''

Now it was me who rolled my eyes, ''Why do you need to know? Its not like you're my boyfriend.'' I said irritated. 

It's not gonna happen because I barley know him. 

I want to know more about him. 

"I would never hurt you Sky and you know that,"

So we're back to that conversation 

"Even though we've only known each other for three weeks I feel like, like, " he let out a breath of of air through his mouth and ran his hand through short curly hair.

"Who was that back at the clu-"

"Be quiet for a second, would you?" He said as I quickly shut up. 

"I like you okay ," my mouth hung opened and he chuckled. My face turned hard again, concentrating on what I was going to say.

My eyebrows furrowed, "W-who was that back at the club and how do you know him?"

His eyes darkened before he shut his eyes, "An old friend." My eyebrows furrowed again because of the at the way he drawled out the word friend as if unsure of himself. 

His eyes opened again turning his head slightly, "Did you hear what I said? I like you. And I know you like me to because of they way you look at me." He said smirking.

Lort help my sole.

"Whatever," I grumbled rolling my eyes.

"Do you, uh, wanna go on a date sometime?" He said as he scratched the back of his neck.

"Sure whatever," I removed the ice pack trying to sit up, but instead I fell back onto the bed wincing as I clutched my stomach in pain closing my eyes tightly. Footsteps sounded through the room .

I opened my eyes to see Alex towering above me. Looking slightly concerned. 

"Are you okay, Sky?"

"Yea, I'm fine. I guess."

"I herd you kicked ass today," he said, laughing as he climbed on bed next to me.

I snorted, "Shes a bitch." 

"Do you wanna talk about it?" he whispered.

"It was my all my fault," I whispered back staring at the ceiling as he stared at me, laying on his side.

"What was?" 

"Four years ago two men broke into my house with masks on. My dad was one of the biggest richest mafia leader in the area."

I paused and sighed.

"He had trained me to defend and protect myself, with a gun. They shot him after asking about some money he probably owed." I closed my eyes thinking about the horrible memory.

"And their was a gun behind one of my couch pillows, just in case anything that that happened. So I grabbed it and stood up to take get a good position to shoot the man. Just then, the fat one tackled me." I knew he wasn't fat but he was muscular.

"My hand was already on the trigger so when he t-tacked me, I gripped the g-gun but the impact made m-my fingers pull the t-trigger ." I said, I can barley get my words out.

 "A-and I s-shot, m-my m-mom." I didn't realize I was crying until, I tears drip on my arm.

She would've been alive today if I didn't try to be the hero all the damn time. I fucked up real bad it was bad enough that I watched my dad die but I killed her. My own mom. 

I turned and looked him in his eyes and furrowed my perfectly shaped brows. His eyes were filled with not only concern but something else. I  couldn't pinpoint it though .

I shook my head to clear my thoughts whipping my eyes as he wrapped his arms around me.

"Shhh, it's not you fault those people were dicks." His grip on me tightened a little and his voice ruff.

He cupped my cheeks and kissed my forehead, "Never think it's your fault, babe. Shit happens for a reason."

My eyes started dropping form the lack of sleep I had. I fell asleep in his arms. But something still didn't feel right. 

Like a missing puzzle piece hidden out of sight?

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A/N
Thanks for reading and being loyal anyway lots more to come love each and every one of my bumble bris😁🐝princess laya aka adorelaurennnn should be here soon to edit all my crappy mistakes. Without her this book would not make any since cause I can't write for shizzlets .😂thanks for fixing my mistakes gurl . Please Vote , comment , and share

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