I sat in my old creeky bed as the moonlight shone through the shades.
I pulled my hands over my ears as bottles crashed on the ground downstairs and my parents' yells were heard. I whimpered and hoped that it could be over.
My breathing became fast and shallow as the front door was pulled open and harshly slammed and loud, heavy, drunk footstemps clanked on the steps.
"Up you little bitch. You're goddamn whore of a mother left me because of you, you were a mistake. Now you'll pay, and I'll make sure you pay for it for the rest of your worthless life, you fag," my father whispered in my ear. He raised his hand up in the air as he held me by the collar with a death grip that made my torn up shirt dig into my neck.
I whimpered as a blow was delivered to my cheek and as he dropped me to the unforgiving floor. I collapsed, holding my cheek as I looked up to him and accepted that I'd end up like last night and every other day of my life.
"Hm the little dipshit fag can't even stand. What a pity," he mocked.
He lifted his beer bottle and slammed it across my chest as shards of glass flew up into my face. He kicked me in the side and walked out of my door. I picked myself up, not even bothering with the cuts and bruises or the blood stains on the carpet.
Instead, I plopped onto my bed and grabbed the bloody razor and slashed away at my skin until I became numb and felt nothing at all. No pain, sadness, not even relief. Just an empty void of nothingness marching around my heart until I tucked my one and only friend under my pillow and passed out, hoping that tomorrow would never come.
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I know it's short, but thats why it's a prologue :) More is yet to come!
I just need 2 count em' TWO people to give me feedback saying whether it's good or not. That's all I'm asking for. Once I have two people, BAM I will update right away!! :D <3 Bye, love ya, even though I'm talking to myself for now. <>_<>
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