I finally built up the courage to text Harry. I took out my phone and typed the most simple words "Hey its Cecilia". My heart dropped when I sent it. A couple if minutes later, I got a reply.
" Oh hi... I have been waiting for a text, why haven't you texted me?"
" well I was kinda nervous to text you"
" Don't be nervous, you can text me any time"
That made me feel one hundred times better, and I think he knows that too. We texted for hours,until he asked me one question.
" Cecilia, I have one question for you"
"OK"
" when I first met you, I knew you were probably one of the most beautiful girls I have ever seen in my life, and when we hugged, I noticed something on your wrists."
" Harry I can explain"
" why is a beautiful girl like you self harming'
" You don't understand, I hate myself for cutting, trust me, but if you do it once, you cant stop doing it. You get addictive for the pain. The more times you cut, the better you feel about yourself, but then later on you feel guilty for what you did. You think people that see them will hate you and think you are doing it for attention. The only person that know are you and my best friend Stella.... please I'm begging you don't tell anyone."
" I promise"
" Thanks, I hope that you understand"
" I do, trust me, I have had really close friends self harm and they told me how it was."
" Thanks for understanding too.... no one really does"
" well if you ever want to talk, I here"
" Thanks."
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Hand over Heart( Harry Styles fanfiction)
Teen FictionCecilia a girl who just dreams about meeting one direction , might just get what she wants this time when she waits outside if a one direction concert with her friend Stella
