Trust issues

Chapter 2

Lunch

So our "clique" all sat at one table. Including the new boys😏

Averi : my nigga my nigga

Prod: baby, what you want for lunch today

Jaylen : the d * low voice *

Jasmyn : bruhhhh. 😂

Averi : chill jaylen. And i dunno get me some chicken.

Prod walks off.

Roc sat down beside me and pulled me towards him.

Ray say beside jaylen and put his arm over her

Roc : what could I get for you beautiful?

Jasmyns pov : this nigga know I gotta name right. ?

Jasmyn : uhm. Can you go get me a salad without the tomatoes with ranch dressing & some pasta.

Rocks face widened. I wanted to keep him busy as possible so I wouldn't have to compete with my best friend for him.

Lena & prince we sitting across from us. They started to kiss slowly.

Jaylen : ew. Can y'all save that.

Jasmyn: prince's freaky butt can't save nun 😂

Averi : sooooo when are y'all having this party. ? I'm ready for it.

I looked at jaylen just to make sure we were still on speaking terms.

Jasmyn: Friday. 9:30 to 1:30

Jaylen : Yupp. Y'all comin?

Everybody : yea.

Roc was already making his way back to the table. How was I gonna eat all this food. Stupid jasmyn.

Roc : here you go sweetheart

Jaylen rolls her eyes

Jaylen: come here ray. I gotta tell you somethin.

Ray leans in. Jaylen leans in. I have a feeling she ain't gotta tell him nun. They started making out. 👅💦💦

Jasmyn: freaks.

Roc pulled me on his lap & asked me if I was single.

Jasmyn: yupp🙈

Roc: wanna hang out this weekend. ?

Jasmyn : I'm throwing a party gimmie your number and I'll let you know the rest!

He put his number in my phone & started to tickle me. 😏

5 min later

Jaylen & ray just hooked up. So hopefully roc is all mine without competition.

Afterschool 😋

Roc walked up to me.

Roc : heey bae

Jasmyn pov: bae. Mhm. This nigga betta not be playin games 😂

Jasmyn : hey😊

Roc: I think ray left me. Can I get a ride home?

Jasmyn: oh...me?

Roc: yea. Jasmyn. Duh

Jasmyn: yea. Come on

My phone buzzed. It was my mom.

My parents were divorced and my mom has been more cautious of me.

Mom : hey where are you sweetheart

Jasmyn: uhm I'm gonna drop my friend off at their house and then I might hang at Starbucks or something for a few. Then im will text bobby for work outs. And if he can't then I'll text Paige.

( bobby was my basketball trainer & Paige was my softball trainer )

Mom: don't forget I still want you to try that athletic modeling thing.

I hated modeling. Is b a s I c 😑. I only did it for my mom. Girly stuff wasent my "thing"

Jasmyn: ok mom.

Mom: love you.

Jasmyn : love you too

I turned the radio to 95.1 to make the silence less awkward. I started to back up.

Roc: so you wanna go to Starbucks for a few.?

Jasmyn: yea 😊 that would be nice.

I drove to Starbucks and while I was at a stop light roc grabbed my hand. He told me I was beautiful & he wanted to be with me.

See this isn't the first time a boy has lied to my face, I'm not stupid. I've been through plenty. And I didn't wanna mess up this time

Jasmyn: how about we take things slow ?

Roc: how slow. ?

Jasmyn : slower than this aha

I hopped out the car & walked in Starbucks. I stood at the counter.

Desiree was working. I couldn't stand her she was always braggin bout shit. & always wanted to fight me. Roc tapped my ass and looked dead at Desiree. I could tell they knew each other

Des : hey roc...

Roc : aren't you gonna ask what we want I swear I thought that's how it went. ?

Des: ohh you wanna play games cause you gotta new hoe? We'll sweetiee. Imma let you know I hit it first.

That bitch... I didn't wanna fight her. Especially the week of the party...

Jasmyn: look Desiree. We all know you ain't no virgin. & roc wasent your first. You should be ashamed for bangin younger boys anyway... Can you just take our order. ?

Roc: you know let's go jasmyn.

We walked out & this time he was holding my hand. I was starting to fall hard for him... But shit. all the hoes he got. Damn right I got trust issues. 😤👌✌️