Do you promise me Bieber? - Justin Bieber fanfic love story

10. A failure.

YOUR POV

JQ : Justin I didn't meant to...I..

J : Jacque.

She ran downstairs and cried, Justin ran after her and I was mute because of her words and how she just yelled at me. I looked around and walked back into our room where I snuggled the duvet on the couch. Do people really hate us, hate me, hate the fact that I'm together with Justin? Justin came back and I didn't noticed how long it took but he stared at me and smiled. I smiled back to him.

J : Well, that escalated q...

YN : Don't say a word, just come here.

I stood up and wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him while I shed a tear.

YN : I'm so scared Justin, that I might loose you one day. One of your childhood best friends hates me. I don't know what to say or do.

J : Babe, how do you think I feel everyday when every boy who's laying an eye on you are hitting on you?

He kissed my cheek.

J : Jacque left, she apologized but felt guilty so she told me not to hold her back. She will come across our home to talk soon..

YN : Your home.

J : Our home.

He stroked my cheek and smiled.

J : Hey, don't be sad. I know that things have been hard for us, and it has been dramatic here. I didn't wished it to be like this, It was supposed to make us relax and have time with each other...

YN : Justin, every second I'm with you is a wonderful feeling for me. Stop being so harsh to yourself.

I took a deep breath and tried to giggle.

YN : I'm leaving tomorrow Justin, just me. I've ruined it for everyone here.

J : Stay or I'm coming with you, don't say such things like that.

YN : No, seriously Justin I don't want to ruin it for you too. Stay and have fun.

J : You can't get away from me that easy babe.

I tightened my grip and gave him a light kiss.

J : Let's pack, we're leaving tonight.

YN : I can't convince you to stay, can I?

J : Nope, not at all.

He intertwined our hands and pulled me with him. We slept all the way back home to LA.

I woke up and looked around without finding Justin anywhere near me, He was gone.

YN : Justin?

I got no respond, he maybe just had to leave.

It's great to be back in La but  I suddenly noticed that we was in a hotel near our home and that Justin's suitcases were gone and only one was left. He suddenly came into our room and grabbed the last suitcase without speaking to me, he just ignored me like I was air.

YN : Justin?

He walked further without saying a word.

YN : What's going on?

J : Get away from me, just get away from me.

He ran downstairs, I quickly went back to the suite and dialed Scooters number but he wasn't picking up, the same with Alfredo and Pattie. Nobody was picking up my calls. I took my jacket on and took the elevator down while I ran outside in the rain, I spotted Justin and yelled after him.

YN : Why're you leaving?

The rain was pouring down as he just stood there almost speechless.

J : I don't want to see you anymore.

YN : What are you saying Justin?

J : That I've found someone better than you. Now, leave me alone.

YN : This isn't you Justin, this isn't you.

He laughed and faced me.

J : Who is it then? It is me, Justin Drew Bieber and I'm telling you to...to. We're just a silly joke, and nobody likes me and you together anyways.

YN : You promised me..

J : I promised you a lot of things babe, I lied to you. You're just trash, I've found someone better, I'm leaving you for someone else. You're not good enough for me, sorry about that. Now get out of my life if you would mind, I don't love, you're ruining my career. You're just not good enough, feel sorry for yourself....But I can't deny that I loved you once, use that as a memorize.

YN : What happened to you....

J : I asked myself the same question this morning before a girl called me, and well...It's your fault.

YN : You really want me to say it? Why don't you just do it, you like to see me like this don't you.

J : Because I don't want to sound like a douche bag in front of the media if I tell them that it was me.

My whole body was shaking, I tried to deny that this was happening and looked into Justin's eyes but only met cold and dark eyes, not the sweet, warm and loving eyes anymore.

YN : It's over between you and me....It's over...

J : Finally, thank you.

I couldn't tell if It was the rain or my tears who was falling down from my cheeks. My world just crashed and I collapsed down with my face covered in my hands, the clingy wet hair was clinging into my face. I just hoped that what happened just was an illusion and never happened. Everything that me and him had together was nothing, it was fake I just learned that. But he was right, nobody liked me and him together as a couple. No, they unliked me that was it.

But I was confused, did he really meant it or was it just a acting to try to tell me something. Was it a acting to protect me? No of course not, he really meant every single word he said. I was freezing and wrapped my arms around my legs to warm them, it was like everyone was ignoring me, I walked back to the hotel and took a long warm bath and changed to comfy clothes. My eyes was all red and i tried to cover it with some make-up.

I took my suitcases and walked down to the reception when I got stopped by the news on the flash screen. 

Interviewer : Justin Bieber is telling that he's heartbroken after a break-up with his now ex-girlfriend YN. Sad news, but he agreed to come here today and tell us how he's feeling about all this and how he misses her so much. Justin Bieber!

J : She just told me that it was over, she ignored me completely and told me that she tried to ruin my career. I'm heartbroken....I miss her so much...I would never leave her....but she just...

YN : Would you turn that off please? 

Random guy at the reception : Of course miss...Wait are you..

Tears was falling down from my cheek and I ran outside and without a reason or knowing why then I decided to give a visit to Justin's house. I knocked on his door and he came out shirtless kissing with a brown haired girl who looked like Selena.

J : Oh, YN. I left you for this girl, she's better than you. You're ruining my career and she's not as you can see.

YN : Justin why're you doing this to me....I love you...

J : Be honest, aren't you the reason for my career to go down...You're a failure.

I looked confused around at Justin kissing with that other girl and laughed at me.

YN : Yes....I am a complete failure, you're right.

I screamed and tears was escaping down from my eyes, I felt so warm and was sweating at the same time.  I felt so empty without him.