On Tour (BxB)(1D)

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●picture is Grayson●

I was sitting on the couch binge watching Grey's Anatomy like I do every Saturday evening. Lately, though, instead of paying attention I'm thinking about how lifes going. Zayn Malik, yes the famous one, has been my best friend since I can remember. We fell out of touch for about a year while his career was taking off but he recently found a way to contact me again. Tomorrow I'm supposed to meet with him and his band for coffee and he says he has news. I'm honestly wondering if he got a girl pregnant, he's easy on the eyes that's for sure. Yes I'm gay. No not for my best friend. Speaking of gay, I don't know if/when I will mention it to Zayn. Last time we hung out we both went to a party and brought girls home so I'm sure the news will be unexpected. I actually enjoy straight sex, but I am more than willing to experiment if you know what I mean.

When I looked up after all these thoughts I realized my show was over. At this point I wasn't even following it anymore. I turned off the tv and went into the kitchen. As I reached up to grab Oreos out of the cabinet, my mom walked in.

"Oh honey, arnt you so excited to reunite with Zayn tomorrow and meet the band in the process!! I remember you saying they are all real lookers!," my mom enthusiastically said while smothering me in a suffocating hug.

"Yes mom, I can't wait to see my best friend," I replied to her laughing because it seems as if she's more excited then me.

"Eat your Oreos and go get some rest kiddo, don't want to fall asleep in the middle of your reunion," she said.

My mom squeezed me one more time and then said goodnight and went upstairs. I got my Oreos and my glass of milk then went upstairs to the theater. Finding Dory was about to come out so I wanted to watch Finding Nemo to refresh my memory. I typed it in and sat back eating my cookies and watching the movie. I am actually nervous, it's kind of insane because all I'm doing is meeting up with my best friend. If I think of the fact that he is now in a band with four model-worthy members and they can all sing and are extremely famous then it makes me feel more rational for being nervous. Here I go thinking again.

Half way through the movie I got really tired so I turned it off and went to my room. I brushed my teeth and got my sweats on then plugged my light in laying down. I am in fact afraid of the dark but I don't let anyone know that. I tough it out when I'm with other people. By tough it out I mean get as close as humanly possible to them with out making them think I'm creepy. As I drifted into sleep I began dreaming of Zayn not being famous and staying here instead of going on tours. How different my-our lives would be.