"Okay. So I don't really know how to start this but today my mom got me a journal to write all my songs in. I already have one so I'm just going to use this one to write down all my thoughts and feelings. Kinda like a diary. So anyways, my girlfriend Rebecca is coming over today. I don't know why I'm not excited like always I guess im just in a mood today. She doesn't like when I sing. She says it sounds really bad but I love singing and I know I'll get better. Practice makes perfect. Well this was really short but hopefully these will get longer. bye bye"
I set down my diary and walked out of my room. "Hey baby. How's the writing going" my mom asked as she wiped down our table. "Fine I guess. I already have a music journal so I'm using that one as a diary for now" I answered back looking in the fridge for something to eat and my eyes landed on some yogurt. "How do you feel about taking vocal lessons?" My mom asked and my ears perked up "Mom. I don't know, you know how I feel about singing to strangers" I say "Well what if he comes a few days early so you guys can talk and maybe you won't be so nervous" she said. I contemplated the idea and felt that it was a better idea then throwing my in a room with a man I don't know and singing my heart and out "Okay but only if I get to meet him first" I said to my mom "Well the first lesson is tomorrow" she said. Glad to know she's coming to me with this now. "Okay well I'm gonna go find a movie for me and Becca" I say as the doorbell rings "That's her now" I say as I stride over to the door and open it "Babe you are not going to guess what Monica said to me today" she says walking past me with out a greeting. Me and my mom share the same look of desperation to make her shut up. She trials the gum on her finger as I smell her Very Berry lipgloss. She goes to kiss me and I turn my head not wanting to have that grease on my mouth too "What's your problem?" She asks poping her hip out. My mom walks out, not able to take the smell of her cheap knock off Michale Kors perfume "I don't have a problem" I say showing a fake smile "let's just watch the movie" I say as we sit on the couch. She pushes he butt against me and I pull away slightly. She throws her hands up dramatically and readjusts herself.
After listening to Becca complain through the whole movie about how she didn't want to watch a zombie movie and how gross it was. I didn't really care what she said. I'd seen that movie like 89 times so I could remember what she talked over. "Jack let's go upstairs" she whined as she pulled me up the steps and into my room. She flopped down on my bed and I sat next to her "Let's cuddle" she said tugging at my shirt and I payed down. I was flat on my back when she began straddling me. She kissed my lips and I wanted to puke because of the gloss on her lips. I barley kissed back before she pulled away and started taking off her shirt. I didn't want to have sex with her. I'm a virgin and I plan on staying that way till marriage, and she is not the woman I'm marrying. She stood up and took off her jeans. I stood up and started heading to the bathroom looking for any possible way to get out of this but she pulled me back. I looked at her with pleading eyes but she didn't get this hint. And she threw me on the bed. She took down my pants and ripped off my shirt. She started to take off my boxers and that where I stopped her "Becca. No" I said sitting up. I readjusted so you couldn't see much through my boxers "What?" She said "I don't want to have sex with you. I'm waiting till marriage and we aren't getting married. You should just go" I said sternly "Fine" she said as she grabbed he clothes not even bothering to put them on. I put on my sweatpants and say in my bed shirtless. I was thinking. Then I grabbed a pencil and wrote it all down.
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A/n thanks for making it this far in my new book! Can't wait to see how this end a UP and how you guy like it. And every time you see a • on the chapter that means that it's going to start with a diary entry. Not all chapters will but if you want to read Johnsons diary the keep an eye out for the •'s. welp. Bye
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Musical Affairs (Jolinsky)
أدب الهواةJack Johnson is a regular suburban boy who loves to sing. Although his girlfriend, Rebecca doesn't agree. But when Johnsons mom hires a vocal coach, things get a little out of tune.
