*Affair*

Intro

"THANK YOU NEW YORK, YOU WERE AWESOME." I yelled into the mic secretly wishing to get of that stage. I was so tired. Jumping around this stage for two hours in super high stilettos it's not easy.

I send a kiss to my fans one last time and got of the stage.

I looked around in backstage trying to find my boyfriend Tommy. He was the best human in this world. He was full of love. Well, depends how you see love. We would fight alot and sometimes not just verbally. But it's not like I didn't deserve it. I can be a real cunt you know? Unfortunately he wasn't romantic. I kind of adore when men's are romantic but I still love him. He's still most handsom man I ever met.

I was kind of surprised he isn't here. He always waits for me after my shows. Well technically, he doesn't have a choice when He's travelling with me around the country.

"Have you seen Tommy?"I asked my make-up artist.

"No, not in an hour."

"Oh, thanks anyway." I replied and starred looking around for him.

I still remember the day we meet. He is music producer and my manager wanted me to do a song with him. There was so much sparkles around us and everything we did together was a pure gold. Eventually we stared dating and that was one of the biggest news in showbiz that month. Everybody was opsesed with our relationship. Paparazzi couldn't stop following us for months. But now after almost one year of dating things have calm down.

"What are you thinking about so hard?" familiar voice behind me started talking.

"I've been looking for you for ten minutes. Where have you been?" I asked Tommy.

"In the bathroom. But I was kind of avoiding you. Can we talk somewhere more private." He said and looked around the room, trying to show me all those people running around.

"Avoiding me? Tommy is everything all right??" I asked him as I followed him into my backstage room.

"Alexz, I think this is not working anymore." he said with a cold voice that made me freez instantly.

"Tommy what are you saying?" I felt broken because I knew the awnser already.

"I've been feeling unhappy lately. It's not you, It's just this running around with you and all that. That is not for me. Not anymore."

"Tommy you know we do this a lot of times and we always come back to each other. Please don't leave me today if you are gonna be back tomorrow."

He kissed my forehead and said last words to me. "It's for real this time. Goodbye Alexz."

He left the room. And my heart left my body that same second. I got down on my knees feeling like a broken glass that will never be fixed again. I started crying.

He left me just like that. It was like he just thought of that idea in the bathroom.

In split of second he decidet to end what we've been building for months.

It was so painful. I felt pain, pain and only pain.

Why would he do that. Well, knowing him there's somebody else. Maybe he just replaced me making me sure that what I was thinking was true. He never acctuly loved me. I was dealing with so much shit when I was with him, but I always thought maybe the time will fix everything.

What a stupid child I was.