The day after

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"Mom I told you I'm fine." I tried to convince my mother that I was doing just fine.

But I really wasn't. But it is hard enough for her to live so far away from me when I'm still young so least I can to is pretend ok.

"I know you're not okay. It's all over the news darling. Mtv, E channel, everyone is taking about it. And I saw like millions of article's online."

"It not that good of a story. It will pass. I promise mom, I'll be just fine." I said as I put more Ice Cream in my mouth.

While my mom was talking, I looked over to the tv, where MTV was talking about my breakup.

Apparently Alexz and Tommy have broken up after almost eleven months of dating.

It's true Sabrina, but everybody knew this wil end soon. The age gap beetween them was just to big.

Yes, when they met Alexz was only sixteen, but they started dating when she was seventeen. At that time, Tommy was around twenty-six years old.

It's not that big of an age gap, but she was just to young for him. She's barely legal for him.

A close friend of Tommy said that he had enough of the unhappiness in this relationship and he had to end it....

"Alexz, are you even listening to me?" my mom said, wich made me turn of the TV.

"Yes mom of course I'm listening."

"Why were you so quiet for a while?"

"Can I tell you something personal?"

"Sure you can darling I'm your mother." she said as I put in my headphones and finnaly remove the phone from my ear.

"Me and Tommy weren't that happy. Our relationship was more like an on and off thing. But nobody knew that."

"Why have you never told me this?" my mum asked with worried tone in her voice.

"Becaouse of the reason we were like that. I was so young and I didn't felt ready enough to sleep with him." I opend up about it for the first time ever.

"Honey, I told you so many times that if you're in a relationship where guy is forcing you to have sex, break up with him."

"Yes you did. But anyway mom, I really got to go. I have a lot of work to do."

"Okay, stay safe please."

"I will mom. Love you, bye."

"Bye Alexz."

I hung up the phone and got back to the ice cream.

This break up made me realize. What I felt for Tommy wasn't completely love. It was a friendly love, but we messed up with getting into relationship.

Now I lost a friend and a boyfriend.

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