PaperJam's Diary (Complete)

The Confession

3/9/2x10

  OH MY GOD!!!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!!!! I WANNA SCREAM SO BADLY BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE IT'LL WAKE MR. FRESH!!!!!! Today was awesome! We didn't do everything we had on the list... But we did do most of them. We couldn't really jump on the bed or learn how to skate. But we did watch a horror movie that was really fun! I kept cuddling with him every time a scary thing pops up. Just so I could get an excuse for cuddling him. Then we got sleepy and played on the X Box for a little bit. After an hour I almost was asleep. But then he kept trying to keep me awake. I eventually did so. He started to hug me like friends! But it was different. He was breathing heavily and his face was all purple. I would shiver and blush. That's when he did something I didn't expect! He stopped hugging me! He sat right in front of me and looked into my eyes. He takes his shades off again!!! His eyes where BEAUTIFUL!!!!!! One had a heart in it and the other was a dot. I WAS BLUSHING SO HARD I DIDN'T KNOW WHY!!!!! He looks and he and gets closer. I get nervous but I don't move. He looked nervous too! He goes really close to my face. I can feel his breathing on my lips. Then, HE KISSES ME!!!! At first I didn't know what to do! DOES MR. FRESH LIKE ME??!?!?!?! I've always had a crush on him but I didn't expect this to happen!!! It lasts for about 30 seconds and then he stops. At this point I'm blushing so hard. He's smiling at me but like I'm going to kill him. He lies down on his sleeping bag and says "Goodnight Jammy, I love you." I looked at him and told him "I-I love you too..." and hug him. OMG HE LOVES ME?!?!?!?!?!? MR. FRESH LOVES ME!!!!! I WANNA GIVE HIM MORE KISSES!!!!! But... it's 12:34 am so I think I shouldn't right now. I love him too! So much! I'm going to go to sleep now! Goodnight diary!
Love,
PaperJam ❤️