Hidden Beneath the Lies(Warped Tour Fanfic)

Chapter 10

                  *Kellin's P.O.V.*

She loves me too. I actually have someone on my side. For now. "Once she learns my secret, she will hate me. She will despise every little thing about me. But I can't tell her, I won't. I can't lose her. Not now. She means too much to me" I say to Gabe Barham, our drummer. "If she loves you like she says that she does, she won't hate you if you are honest with her." he says. I scowl at him. "I'm a monster. That's what she will see me as." I say, pacing.
       

            *Keera's P.O.V.* 

What secret?  I think to myself when I overhear Kellin talking to Gabe. I hear him call himself a monster, then he goes quiet. I hide beside the bus when his head pops out from the doorway, looking around. He closes and locks the door, and I can no longer hear his voice. What is he talking about? I decide to call Andy to see if he knows what Kellin is talking about, but it goes to voicemail. "Ugghhhh!" I groan outloud, turning around and running into Ash. "Oh hey Ash! Have you seen Andy? I need to ask him something." I say to him. "No, I haven't seen him... why are you lurking around the Sleeping With Sirens bus? Are you becoming that creepy stalker girlfriend? " he asks chuckling. I laugh, playing it off as joke. "Yep, you caught me Ash!" I exclaim. He chuckles, then turns serious. "Seriously though, why ARE you lurking around the bus?" I decide to fill him in on what I heard. "Do you know anything?" I add at the end. "No, I have never heard anything about a secret before. Wait, that's why you are trying to get a hold of Andy. You are hoping he can give you answers." he says. I nod. "That's exactly why I need Andy." "Keera, I can't tell you what to do, but I think you should ask Kellin yourself. If he loves you as much as he says that he does, he will tell you." he says. Hmm familiar. "That's exactly what Gabe said to convince Kells to tell me." I say eyeing him suspiciously. "Ok, fine. I overheard the conversation as well. I want answers too, and you are the only person he trusts enough to tell, aside from Andy and Gabe." I look at him incredulously. "So you also believe that Andy knows this little secret?" I ask him. "I think Andy not only knows it, but whatever it is, he shares it." I gasp, taking in this possibility. I call Andy again. Nothing. "Ash, I'm gonna ask Kellin what the secret is, but i din't want him to know I was eavesdropping. How do I play it off like I have no idea about the secret, whatever it may be?" I ask him. "here's what you do...."

           *Natalie's P.O.V.* 

   Andy is acting weird. Every time I try to talk to him, he gives me the cold shoulder. Something's up. But what? "Andy! Ok, something is wrong. You need to tell me what's bothering you. I'm your girlfriend, it's my job to help you through your pain. Just tell me babe." I plead. "There's nothing to tell." he turns away from me. "Don't give me that line of bull! I can tell when something is bothering you. You get exactly how Keera does when something is bothering her, and I've known her since we were little kids." I say, resting my hand on his  shoulder. "So have I, but I only recently figured it out." He shrugs my hand off of his shoulder. "Whatever. If you can't tell me what's wrong, then what's the point of any of this? What's the point of me staying here, trying to help you, when you don't want to be helped? What's the point of trying? I'm done Andy. I thought you were different." I turn, tears spilling down my face. I feel a hand grip my waist, and Andy spins me so that I'm facing him. "Natalie, I don't want to lose you. You mean a lot to me." he says, kissing me. I push him off and say, "You can't lose me" he brightens up, "if I'm already gone." With that, I pull away, and walk off of the bus, head held high, tears streaking my face. As soon as I'm as far from the BVB bus as I can get, I collapse, burying my face in my knees, letting out all of the pent up sadness. 

A/N: Hey guys!! I'm sorry for not updating in a while. No excuses. I am really inconsistent, and I'm just so happy that so many of you have stuck by and waited for my chapter. I hope this isn't disappointing. I decided to write, when I had an overflowing dam of ideas for this book. This book is finally going somewhere. So I'll try to be more consistent. Until next time! Stay living, stay rocking, stay awesome! Peace!