I have always thought that I am fat. Plain and simple. I would cover myself up and hide behind my hoodie. These days, people say that to be pretty, you have to be skinny, tall, have a large bust, wear lots of makeup and wear tight clothes. Well I'm not tall and I don't wear makeup and I hate wearing tight clothes.
You DO NOT have to be or have any of those.
You are beautiful. You always have been and always will be! Life is to short to be to focus on just your appearance. Go out there and live your life. Find the love of your life, make yourself some friends, travel! Do what you want to do!