Hey yah this is psychoticLaghter coming at you right here right now. But hey lets get this straight cause im not XD.... yup... any way for the people out there that know who the most awesome writer in the world which is obviously is EternalLaughter, no i did not take their name and just change the first word to psychotic just because i liked the name. NO my name is psychoticLaughter because i have a psychotic laugh, so there...
anywho lets get started with the story
MOOP!
It was around 3 in the morning, and the pills still havn't kicked in yet, iv'e been taking these damn pills for who knows how long, and they still havn't kicked in once. I always asked my doctor if i could maybe get somthing that actually worked for me, so i can have a propper sleep for once in my life. But she would always say " I am sorry miss but we are not aloud to do so, without your parents permition!" and " I am sure they would kick in soon, in the meantime how are your parents?".
heh... that would always make me laugh, strangers and family friends always being so nosy and asking me these questions about my family like they know me or somthing. But the most annoying ones are " how are your parents?" and " Are you lost little one? do you know where your parents are!?" and "Oh my goodness are you ******'s and ********'s little one? I havn't seen you since you where only knee high,goodness you look well don't you!, how are your parents?".
Don't you think it's weird, when people you don't even know always ask how your family is, and not even ask once about you.
well here is a bunch of big fat questions for yah, WHY DO PEOPLE LIKE YOU EXIST, HUH!? WHY DO I HAVE TO SUFFER AND NOT YOU! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO MUCH BETTER THAN ME! WHY DO PEOPLE HATE ME SO MUCH! WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO BE SO PERFECT AND NEVER FAIL! WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO BE SO HAPPY AROUND ME, DO THEY WANT ME TO SUFFER MORE THAN WHAT I AM RIGHT NOW! WHY DO PEOPEL LIKE YOU CARE!?
WHY DO.....w- why do...
why do you like being around me...
why...
w-why do you love me?
Is it normal...that the whole world enjoys seeing me in pain?.
Is it normal...to have everyone you know see you as just the person to go to for things you dont have.
Is it normal... to feel alone when someone is with you.
Is it normal... to be someone your not when people are around you?.
Is it normal... to want to end it all right here right now ?
Is it normal... to be normal?
Is it normal to have nothing but an old picture of what you used to call.. HOME
Is it normal to have someone love you.... if you look like me...?
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I have always thought about what it would be like, if that thing had never happend to them...if i had have never went with them... would it have changed the whloe thing?.Would it had made everything better....too have my own family?
would they still be here... would you still be here?
Welp there we are folks my first chapter i hope some of you liked if you did please share it with your friends and give us a star or what ever that star thingy is lol.
Ok anyway if you would like the rest of the story hit that follow button and wait for the next one and hopfully that will be soon well see yah guys and remember all ways be yourself no matter what <3
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My world is yours ( Bloody Painter story)
Mystery / ThrillerYou think this is all just a fantasy, just some things you made up in your mind to keep you sain... and while you where thinking that it was all fake and stupid .... things ended up happening that you didn't even notice
