Chapter 6

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"Guyyys, I really don't think I can. It's not the time" I whispered as I watched their faces go from happy to sad. I guess they expected me to say yes. Well I don't want to go. I'm not ready to be out in the world yet. I got up from my bed and started to walk to the bathroom to avoid the awkwardness. My feet fluttered across my bedroom floor with 5 pairs of eyes on me. I pretend I didn't feel the eyes on me. I was almost to the door when I was roughly lifted off the ground by my fore arms. The person turned me to face them. I looked down at my feet.

"Why don't you want to come with us?" Harry question with a sad expression masking his face.

"Harry, I DONT WANT TO!! OKAY!!?" I yelled in his face.

"You're so selfish." He spat, a evil tone masking his voice.

"HOW THE FUCK AM I SELFISH??!?!!" I screamed in his face.

"Well first off all you're the reason dad killed himself." Harry said as he came closer to me.

"We do everything for you! And you go and be a whore. Dad killed himself because you were pregnant at 14. Everyone in Britain knows dad killed himself because of you. " Harry said with anger and sadness in his voice.

"I-it's not my fault. " I stuttered remembering dads dead body hanging from his ceiling fan.

"Oh but it is. He told me. He said he wished you weren't his daughter. He wished you weren't such a slut. He also said he didn't want to be alive to see his daughter be a slut. You killed him." He hissed looking at me in disgust.

I slapped him in the face.

"I DIDNT KILL DAD. IM NOT A SLUT. YOU ARE A ASSHOLE, HARRY. THEY LOVED YOU. THEY HATE ME. EVERYONE HATES ME. YOU WERE ALWAYS SO "PERFECT". ' SAVANNA WHY CANT YOU BE LIKE HARRY?' SAVANNA WHY ARE YOU STUPID. MUM DOESNT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME. SHE DOESNT CARE THAT I GET RAPED. I TOLD HER THE FIRST TIME RYAN RAPED ME AND YOU KNOW WHAT SHE SAID. SHE SAID that's nice sweety, did you hear what Harry did. She didn't care. No one does. " I said my voice slowly lowering. Then Harry did something I'll never forgive him for. He punched me in the face with all the force he had. He looked at me and whispered " you're still coming with me. " Before I could say anything he turned an left. I ran into the bathroom crying. I won't ever leave this bathroom. It all my fault I don't ever want to see Harry again. I hate him.

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(Three days later )

Harry has tried to get me to come out. I don't want to see him again. He knows I'm sensitive about dad. I miss him so much. It all my fault. I didn't even realize I was crying until it hit the bathroom

"Savanna, please come out." a Irish voice called.

"NOOOO" I yelled

"Fine then. "

I hear a banging on the door. Niall was trying to break down the door. Thudd. Thudd Thudd

The door feel open. Niall walked out to me and picked me up as if I was a feather. No you're not you're fat. I started to cry again. Niall took me head and kissed my head.

"Get some sleep. I'm going to get you some soup. " Niall whispered as he walked out of my room. I was starting to drift asleep when Niall came with the soup. I took from his hand and ate it in literally 5 seconds. I gave the bowl back to Niall he started to walk of but I stopped him.

"Niall! Wait!" I said urgently

He turned around and looked at me questionably.

"Thank for helping me" I said as my face turned as red as a tomato.

"No problem. By the way, Harry now has custody over you. " Niall said

"But don't worry about that now. Go to sleep we'll talk about that tommorow. "Niall said before kissing my forehead and walking out of the room.

I closed my eyes and slowly drifted into a sleep.

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I was awakened by someone shaking me. I looked around and noticed everything had been taken out of my room.

"Where's my stuff!!!?!?" I said looking at my brother.

"Mum gave me custody of you. "

Harry said

"It doesn't surprise me. She hates me. "

I whispered

"Just go get in the car. "

I walked out of my mums house without saying goodbye. It's not like she cares anyway.

Here's to a new life.

With Harry.

A/n

Sorry it took such a long time to update but it got deleted. Soo that made me mad. Sorry if it's not good. Please follow comment and vote

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