utaite x reader oneshot [ hiatus! ]

★【 I guess i love you 】Akatin

Keywords:
- (b/n)- A random male name.

Your p.o.v.

It was monday, the day some of us students despise. As the teacher began taking absence, some kids in my class gossiping about a new student. Gosh, kids. It's just a fellow human, why are you so excited?

As i grab my manga, i sneakily grab whatever textbook i have as a cover so i don't get caught. Then, i heard the door  slide open, revealing a boy with red hair and mesmerizing red eyes walking in. Whoa, i think he's perfect to be shipped with (b/n)!

"Hi! My name is Akatin. Nice to meet you!" He said.. is it just me or his voice just- actually, never mind.

"Now Akatin, choose your seat wherever. And the rest, you can open your math book." As our teacher said that, the class groaned but still did what our teacher said.  Crap. The only seat available is like, next to me. Ok, (y/n). Stay calm.

"Teacher! I don't have a math book, yet." Akatin said, raising his right hand.  "Well, (y/n). Work with Akatin for today, okay?" God, please. Just give me a break. What's with this horrible timing. Nonetheless, i nodded and time flew by. Well, i hope.
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It's now the lovely lunch break, it's been a few days since the day Akatin transferred, and surprise surprise, he have so many fangirls. I took out my lunchbox and walked to the cafeteria. I searched for an empty seat, not finding one. I could see Akatin's table was full by girls. And the said male seems rather annoyed by this. Ah, so he wanted peace.

I'll help him, then. Being a good friend i am.

I run towards the table, taking his hand with mine, while on my other hand is my own lunch. ​​​​​​As we reached the garden park.. thing, i'm ignorant enough to not care where we are, we might as well end up on a forest, i don't even care.. im just kidding. i let his hand go. Huffing, trying to catch my breath.

"Hey, Akatin. Are you okay?" I asked, tilting my head towards his way. "Y-yeah.. thank you, umm.. (y/n), right? Also for sharing your math book that day." Akatin said, smiling. For some reason, my heart started beating faster as it was never been.

Please, don't show your smile to me, show them to the boys! So i can go ahead and ship you! Yes, that's it!

"Ah.. um. Yeah! Your welcome." I said, nodding, my heartbeat is still going fast. "Hey, let's eat there okay? W-well, i'm not forcing you, though." I said, pointing to a bench under a big oak tree.

"Sure!" He said, taking my hand and started dragging me towards the destination. So, we talked to each other, getting known each other. He loves fishing, he can plays guitar and whistle. His birthday is at 5 September.. and other things.

​​​​​Also, what confuse me is that when he tells me that he had a crush on this girl from his previous school, my heart aches, it hurts really bad, i feel like tearing up.

Akatin looks at me with a worried face. Huh? Why is my face wet? Am i crying? Why.. why, though? Do i.. like him? Heh.. i guess so.

"(y-y/n), are you okay?!" Me, okay? Haha, not a good combination. I tried to laugh weakly, but it doesn't seem like a laugh. More like.. unidentified sounds from an unidentified creatures, like an alien, perhaps?

"Ha.. ha.. I guess i forgot i have an allergy to this particular food. And i consumed a lot, too.. ha.." I frowned. "I.. I'm okay." I reassure him, is it working.. ? I don't want him to see me crying pathetically.

Wiping my tears, i noticed it still doesn't stop. "Huh..? Why doesn't it stop..?" I muttered, closing my eyes.

"(y/n).." i could hear him muttering clearly despite my sobs. "I used to, okay? Now.. it's different. I like.. someone else." He said. You idiot, that just add more pain.

"And.. I've fallen in love with her at the first sight. When i arrived she has this twinkle in her eyes that says something different beside liking me, her actions is also unusual since the girls usually flocking around me. Then, today I finally can talk to her, even though she's the one who came to me first." Huh.. wait, what.. ?

"(y/n), the one i love is you. No one else. I'm sorry if i make you upset, i like you at the first time we met, and it grew into love."

"(y/n)..-chan," He said, adding '-chan' suffix on my name. "Can you.. be mine?" Haha, he's an idiot. Making me cry and worried.

"Of course.. you idiot.." I muttered, wiping my tears with the sleeve of my uniform, giving the redhead a smile.

"Atleast i'm your idiot." He said grinning.

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a/n: Most of my oneshots are gender neutral but this one is female!reader, this was requested by someone from quotev.
edit: whoops i don't know what to call this chapter hahaaa