My love

My Love Chapter 4:

"But it was no excuse for him murdering anyone"
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EREN POV

"I love him. I love him. I love him. I lo-"

Rocking back and forth like i'm insane, I can't stop repeating it. Only a few hours ago, I confessed my inhuman, strange attraction towards my kidnapper. Call me crazy I don't care. I love him and I always will, no matter what people say. He's actually a very nice person if you get the chance to know him. I got that chance. I'll never regret it.

I was also given the permission to leave the bedroom, hence why i'm now in the living room. I don't know where Levi is, I assume he's either in the bathroom or bedroom. Speaking of Levi, I recently learnt of another side to him. Some people may call it bipolar, but sometimes he's really caring, and other times he's quite scary. Scary meaning he's grumpy and tends to stare of into the distance, sometimes right into my eyes which is unnerving. He says he will never mean to hurt me, and I believe that now, unlike before. I remember I was terrified when I saw him in case he would hurt me. Now my heart flutters, with love and passion.

I don't know, or care, if I will ever see my family again. I don't care that I won't be able to go back to school or see any of my friends again. It's time to start a new life.. With 'My love'

And nobody will break us apart.

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Levi has been talking about visiting my hometown soon, for an 'experiment' as he calls it. I hear him talking to someone on the phone, Erwin was it? About needing some 'equipment' for the trip. I assume that it's probably things like somewhere to stay and fake identities, seeing as I didn't hear him say what exactly. I'm... well kinda excited about visiting, hopefully i'll at least get to see Mikasa or Armin! Hopefully.

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I think i've become like him. I don't feel any emotion anymore. When Levi said that we'd be going to my hometown, i expected that i'd be able to contact people and see the town. But... when he said that.. We'd be.. Well killing people. I find it alarming how, I showed no empathy towards it. I didn't disagree. I didn't cry.

...I smiled?

I let out a laugh and said:

"I'd love to, 'My love'"

He told me to wear all black, be well prepared and to show no mercy to anyone. I can do all that. I've been with Levi so long now, that I don't really care about my friends or family. I have Levi, and that's all i'll ever need...
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It takes around 30 minutes to arrive in my hometown. We packed weapons in our backpacks that we're taking with us. It turns out, that we're targeting Armin as the first victim. Me and Levi are currently on top of Armin's roof. I honestly have no idea how I got up here, I have the climbing skills of a dead cat. Levi lowers himself near to Armin's bedroom window and looks in. Armin lives on his own, so we don't have to worry about parents coming in and ruining the 'fun' as i'd like to call it. Levi tells me to slowly lower myself into Armin's bedroom through the window. Once i'm in, I place my backpack carefully on the ground.

Armin's asleep, and quite a light sleeper. So I need to try avoiding making too much noise. I pull out 2 knives just to be safe, and silently stalk over to Armin. Ideas on how to wake him up are endless, but in the end I decide to just shake him awake. When he wakes up, his eyes fall onto me and his eyebrows raise up in surprise. I make a 'sshh' motion with my finger and pull out a knife. His eyebrows quickly drop in realisation of what's about to happen to him. There's no running now Armin dear.

"Be quiet now Armin, try not to awake the whole neighbourhood, yeah? It will be more fun for both of us if you cooperate with me okay? Good boy"

Whilst I was saying that, Levi has lowered himself into the room and closed the window and locked the bedroom door. I don't question why he hasn't locked the window, it's probably so we can make a quick escape.

"Eren? What are you doing? Where were you? Why are you here? And who is that?"
"Shhh, now more questions now"

I plunge the knife into his stomach, making such a satisfying sound! A smile curls onto my lips when I see his face scrunch up in pain as he yells out. I take the knife out and stab him elsewhere. I do this about 4 times until i'm satisfied with my.. Masterpiece.

"You should stay quiet if you know what's best for you! It'll be over soon my dear, just sit back and relax, yeah?"

"Y-you-re a monster!! You can't.. Do.. this Eren! Ple- please w-we-we're friends.. A-aren't we?"

"Ha ha!! NOT ANYMORE DEAR"

I plunge the knife into his stomach and drag it across making an incision line, like in surgery. I throw the knife away and dig my hands into the cut and a delightful expression makes it's way onto Armin's face. At this point i'm laughing like a psychopath and i'm pretty sure my eyes look insane. I reach around inside the cut for organs to pull out. Armin's quickly losing consciousness. I pull out what seems to be a... kidney? (A/N- CAN I JUST SAY I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THE ORGANS AND WHERE THEY ARE SO THIS IS PROBABLY ALL GONNA BE SHIT!) I throw it over my shoulder and search around again. My hands settle on finding the intestines to I can pull them all out together, that'll be fun! I eventually find them and I work on pulling them out. At this point, Armin's completely dead to the world, but I can't stop myself! All the intestines eventually end up in a pile on the floor. Wow that's big...!

I step away from my masterpiece and find that my jaw hurts from smiling and laughing. As a final touch, I take the knife again and carve out a smile onto Armin's face and slit his eyes. There, he's beautiful! Better than anyone i've ever seen! Except Levi, he's the best. Oh, speak of the devil and he shall appear!

"Oh 'My love' that was amazing! I'm so proud of you! I can tell that you enjoyed it just like I did! Tell me how was it?!"

"Amazing, can we go again?"

"Of course"